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you know that feeling when you wake up from a nightmare and are so relieved and thankful it was just a nightmare?? i love that feeling. what I don't love is the other way around..
Last night part of my many different dreams was one of rob, i dreamt that he was away for two weeks, like when he left for florida earlier. and in my dream i still missed him, but i was so happy that i would be able to see him soon, and i couldnt wait. and i woke up, and i realised.. i've got 6 months.. until i see him. right now it seems like an eternity.
I made the mistake of watching "letters to juliet" tonight with my mom, my god, what a mistake.
It looked cute and i thought "why not" but at the same time i was like "this.. is probably going to upset me". well it did. haha it was such a cute love story, about true love and soulmates. and in a way i thought "if clair and lorenzo found eachother 50 years later and we're both so deeply in love' then.. they waited a lot longer than i did.
I know my situation could be worse in a lot of ways and i'm thankful its not, but right now i'm just feeling selfish. i want him back, i want him with me. I miss him so much it hurts. It hasn't been very long at all so far, but I still can't stand being without him. I love him so much.
this is unlike me. i usually try to stay tough, but after romantic movies??? i've learned i turned to mush.
goodnight.
Last night part of my many different dreams was one of rob, i dreamt that he was away for two weeks, like when he left for florida earlier. and in my dream i still missed him, but i was so happy that i would be able to see him soon, and i couldnt wait. and i woke up, and i realised.. i've got 6 months.. until i see him. right now it seems like an eternity.
I made the mistake of watching "letters to juliet" tonight with my mom, my god, what a mistake.
It looked cute and i thought "why not" but at the same time i was like "this.. is probably going to upset me". well it did. haha it was such a cute love story, about true love and soulmates. and in a way i thought "if clair and lorenzo found eachother 50 years later and we're both so deeply in love' then.. they waited a lot longer than i did.
I know my situation could be worse in a lot of ways and i'm thankful its not, but right now i'm just feeling selfish. i want him back, i want him with me. I miss him so much it hurts. It hasn't been very long at all so far, but I still can't stand being without him. I love him so much.
this is unlike me. i usually try to stay tough, but after romantic movies??? i've learned i turned to mush.
goodnight.