no bad dream fucker's gonna boss me around.
Where to begin..
I guess this is my first entry in a while that isn't tid bits of depressing sonnets about silly things and silly people.
refreshing?? yes i'll have a cup of that with a little cinnamon spice please!
so. everyone leaves me.(hey i didnt say it wouldnt be depressing still). one of my best friends just moved back to vancouver.. gah.. its so tough. for a while i was seeing her like at least three times a week.. we'd work out every other night at the Y, and then we'd go out on saturdays. and like.. ahh.. she's like so much fun and going to the gym was actually hella fun with her, we didnt slack off or anything, we worked really hard but the whole time we just like talked and like laughed. i like look forward to those little outing we have together.
these are the things i appreciate the most in life, the silly little things - like going to the gym with a pal - that seems like nothing, but i appreciate that it's nancy/michelle time. <3
we went to vancouver a couple weeks ago, and it was so like out of nowhere haha i left work early and we took off, and it was awesome. we just like.. went to owens in new west minster and like.. went out for dinner and watched "percy jackson and the olympians" <3<3<3 and... set of fireworks in this random sketched out alley hahahaha. it was really dumb shit that we could have done in kelowna, but the fact that were in vancouver made it all so much funner. haha.. owen's really cool i like him alot. his roomate on the other hand, danny. not so much.. i mean he seems nice enough but what a slut bag.. it would be nice if i didnt wake up to him fucking some hoe at 3am LOUDLY. lol.
imma miss michelle... she'll be down in a week or so for a couple weeks and thats IT. GONEEE.
on a more pedophilic note.. i have a bit of an innapropriate crush going on lately that i am not proud of. PERCY JACKKKSOOONN. (logan lerman) lol i always thought he was cute when i saw him in like.. jack and bobby and.. all those little movies he's in. but now after seeing percy jackson and the olympians :the lightening thief.. holy mother.. he's ..gorgeous. he is two years younger than me, thats not TOO bad. but im still not proud of myself. hahahaha.. anyways he's in an amazing band too. boo yeah.. and he likes elliott smith... boo yeah x 100.
pregnant????????? yeah i know, i cant believe it. my sister is pregnant.. when i found out i couldnt stop laughing. i swear to god.. everytime anything shocking or scary happens to me, the only way i know how to react/deal with it, is to laugh uncontrollably. its really weird. i almost got in a brutal car accident with james one night a couple years ago and.. afterwards we pulled off the side of the road to regain ourselves and i couldnt stop laughing and its not cause i think its funny.. its just a reaction.. nerves i guess.. its horrible, people must hate me. hahahah. anyways yeah. the baby should be due in late october. SCORPIO baby like his/her aunty nancy. woot woot.
works been lame.. theres a new girl from arizona who moved here, and im not the biggest fan.. she's a bit cooky, she means well and she's nice enough but she will tell you her entire life story if you let her. she talks ALOT. i'm trying not to be judgemental hah but, yeah she complains alot about canada and how expensive it is and cold.. and that we dont have chinese food here for 5 dollars. come on... who cares. hahah. jk, im getting to know her.
the only shitty thing is that she's working full time and im 4 days a week, so now my mondays and tuesdays are SO dead because she doesnt have a clientelle eitehr, so any walkins we get we have to split them up and its just like pointless and stupid.. i feel like im getting booted out of mondays at the moment.
i always look forward to working with allison though, she's really cool. somedays she's more grumpy than others.. but so am i. hahahah im alwyas nice and everything but somedays im just not as happy go lucky as otehr days. and same for her. but for the most part we get along really well.. sometimes she takes advantage of me.. like.. if its the end of the day and theres a walk in she'll just be like your doing it, and im like no. your doing it, and it'll end up being me that does it. hahah fml. she pulls shit like that sometimes. dont worry though, when it's something that matters i'll put my foot down but if its because i dont want to do a walk in because im lazy at the end of the day.. its not worth arguing.. ill be the bigger person and do my job. right? sometimes she brings me yummy veggie food and lunches.. so it works out. :)
sometimes i still think about josh.. but its nothing big, its just when something reminds of me of him or when i see andrew online.. some times i consider deleting them both from facebook.. they are both acting like toxins in my life right now. but then i've decided they're only taking on that role because thats how im interpreting them.. i wont let josh know he hurt me, by deleting him. i have my pride. maybe in a couple months i will. also.. andrew is somewhat my friend still so he'd be like 'wtf'.
i hope you and carrie are happy together josh, i really do. i finally realized i'm glad im not in her place.. i dont know what i was thinking. blah.. way to embarass yourself pants. :P
can't wait to move!
xoxo
nancy pants