ITS A GIRL!!!
Well yestersay i went to the doctors and guess what? Its a girl..most people thought it was a boy..nope i got pictures but if i put them on here u prolly wont be able to make them out but ill put them on here anyways
C:\Documents and Settings\Eron & Debbie\My Documents\New Folder\alyssa.jpg
if u look its 3d so dont get scared lol..shes looking down u see her little noes n mouth and her eye ity looks like shes wearing glasses but nope
C:\Documents and Settings\Eron & Debbie\My Documents\New Folder\alyssa2.jpg
in this pic shes looking up u see her mouth n lips n eyes they look hollow but there not and by her chin is her little hands..man i love her so much and shes not even here..
were gonna name her Alyssa Lynne Hilliker..man i cant wait..lillian is gonna be a big sister..
well about me n todd last night he tried getting on me and i really didnt want to do anything cuz i believe the hr that i layed on his bed and watched men n black he looked at porn cuz my heart wouldnt stop pounding like it used to when i knew dicknoes was doing that shit..and todd came out the day b4 about porn being on his computer but yesterday he had a day off..and guess what we did, after the doctors ok ill explain the doctors first..
(i got there my oppintment was at 11:30am they took me in about 11:50am, dr fizzano was in a rush so hes like any questions bla bla real fast he told me im gonna start going in every 2 weeks now, next time i take a test where i take the sugar test for diabetes..then he said desneise will be in so she comes in weighs me i weigh 109lbs..only gained 14 so far..and checked the heart beat everything was perfect she had hiccups when she was hearing the heartbeat then i had to pee in a cup then shes like in a minute u can go home, im like dr finnazo told me im gonna have a atrasound to find out what the baby is, shes like oo let me ask him, shes like well he left but he said u can come back after lunch which is after 1pm or wait till next time, im like i cant wait till next time , next month ill be going into my 8th month that means ill only get 2 months to prepare so im like im coming after lunch..so me n todd and his mom n lillian went out to lunch..then we went back he took me in real fast he was very fast as he was doing the altrasound she was yawning it was cool to watch her yawn on the camera..then he should me her girl parts then gave me her pics then i was done..i dont really feel satisfied becuz i felt deep down it was a girl since last time..so it didnt seem like a big surprise but im very happy and excited that now i know..)
ok then we went to his house and he played a game starting at 2pm and guess what he did all the way till 9:45pm played on his computer but in his workd were only supposed to be there for a little while the whole time i sat on his bed n watched tv while he was on the computer well at 9:45pm he tried touching me im like no no no over n over i really didnt want him touching me..and hes like y im like becuz, and i felt like saying u sat there n looked at porn while im laying in ur bed and u did for like a half hr and the time u kept staring at me to make sure i was looking and honestly im starting to hate him for it..then today he tried touching me im like no we argued about 10 minutes then he eventually stopped got up n went to work and then he got to my house about 9:25pm remember he was supposed to get off at 9pm and he left at 10pm y who knows i have a clue he was going up to his work to drink oo fucking well i dont really fucking care anymore and i really dont..i think hes doing stuff at work hes not supposed to, yesterday after he dropped me off at 11:30pm he went out with kyle he dies like everynight now he acts like hes so tired bla bla bla..oo fucking well as long as were not sexually i can care less..but yeah thats about all the exciting news i can think of
sofakingmean1986 : you cant have another fucking woman!!!!
sofakingmean1986 : kill it till you get a man!
sofakingmean1986 : damnit
sofakingmean1986 : fucking girls
sofakingmean1986 : she better be hot when she gets older
sofakingmean1986 : lol
xoPinksneakers05 : lolol
xoPinksneakers05 : dont be thinking about my kids like that lol
sofakingmean1986 : lol
sofakingmean1986 : why
xoPinksneakers05 : cuz their my kids lol
sofakingmean1986 : so!
sofakingmean1986 : you had another girl
sofakingmean1986 : bad todd
sofakingmean1986 : he should be slapped
xoPinksneakers05 : lolol
xoPinksneakers05 : i think now he wants a girl
sofakingmean1986 : no
sofakingmean1986 : gotta have a damn boy!
sofakingmean1986: ive met a few really hot girls actually went to my first real huge party was at a golf course over 100 people then the cops came and everyone started running it was so fun
sofakingmean1986: and right now sex isnt even an issue i love it!
xoPinksneakers05: thats good at least
xoPinksneakers05: just have fun and anybody can have fun without doing it
sofakingmean1986: yes
sofakingmean1986: ive realized that
sofakingmean1986: partys are fucking cool without sex
sofakingmean1986: the best part is when the cops are chasing you
xoPinksneakers05: ur growing up so fast :'(
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: LOL
xoPinksneakers05: theres the second one
xoPinksneakers05: awww
xoPinksneakers05: shes looking up
xoPinksneakers05: her noes n lips
sofakingmean1986: im lost
sofakingmean1986: still
sofakingmean1986: lol
xoPinksneakers05: them things by her face are her hands
xoPinksneakers05: and her eye looks hollow but its not lol
xoPinksneakers05: lolololololololol
xoPinksneakers05: here ill do it over and ill outline stuff lol
sofakingmean1986: you had to wait a whole fucking month for those?!
sofakingmean1986: how gay
sofakingmean1986: HOLY SHIT ITS A FACE!!!!!!!!!!
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: u see it lol
xoPinksneakers05: now
sofakingmean1986: OMG
sofakingmean1986: OMG
xoPinksneakers05: if not i was gonna outline
sofakingmean1986: its like amityville horror shit
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: sweet
sofakingmean1986: thats crazy
xoPinksneakers05: yep
sofakingmean1986: the first pic
sofakingmean1986: i still dont see it
xoPinksneakers05: nnow see it now compare to the one without lines
xoPinksneakers05: shes looking down
sofakingmean1986: HOLY SHIT!
sofakingmean1986: thats fucking freaky
sofakingmean1986: AHHHH!
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: KILL IT
sofakingmean1986: KILL IT NOW
sofakingmean1986: ITS EVIL!!!!!!!!!!
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: AHHH!
sofakingmean1986: shes missing an eyeball
sofakingmean1986: what a loser
sofakingmean1986: haha
sofakingmean1986: shes gonna eat me
sofakingmean1986: ims cared
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: scared*
sofakingmean1986: damn i want a kid
xoPinksneakers05: nonono dont say that
sofakingmean1986: thats fucking creepy but kinda cool
sofakingmean1986: yes i do
sofakingmean1986: im having one
sofakingmean1986: right now
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: damn julie takes birth control
sofakingmean1986: ive been um yeah in her for months onw
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: now*
xoPinksneakers05: geeze
xoPinksneakers05: bad boy
sofakingmean1986: she hasnt gotten pregnant but all is well cause her parents would slaughter me and her
sofakingmean1986: hey she loves it
sofakingmean1986: and so do i!
xoPinksneakers05: yeah its better its good that birth control is there but it dont help every time
sofakingmean1986: meh
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: who cares
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: it feels fucking good!
sofakingmean1986: not many guys get to do that like i do at my age
sofakingmean1986: ;-)
xoPinksneakers05: lol ur gonna say that when u guys are in the hospital and shes creaming cuz a baby is coming im gonna say hey u didnt care remember it fucking felt good lol
sofakingmean1986: LOL
sofakingmean1986: naw we wont have a kid for awhile
sofakingmean1986: it does feel really fucking good though
sofakingmean1986: weeee
sofakingmean1986: it all comes out
sofakingmean1986: so whats it hurt?
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: u say that
sofakingmean1986: hey you should know!
sofakingmean1986: lol
xoPinksneakers05: i starting having sex a month after my 13 birthday
xoPinksneakers05: never used any kind of birth control or condom
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
sofakingmean1986: wow
sofakingmean1986: i woulda loved to meet you at that age
sofakingmean1986: HAHA
sofakingmean1986: jk
sofakingmean1986: :-P
xoPinksneakers05: then a year and a half later i got pregnant with lillian lol
sofakingmean1986: i hate condoms
xoPinksneakers05: lol me to lol
xoPinksneakers05: and i thought id just push out lol
sofakingmean1986: i dont even feel a fucking thing
sofakingmean1986: im just like ok this is boring
xoPinksneakers05: yeah right lol
xoPinksneakers05: yeah i know right
sofakingmean1986: push out you mean get it all out of you?
xoPinksneakers05: yep
xoPinksneakers05: it didnt work i guess
sofakingmean1986: yeah
sofakingmean1986: well bc helps
sofakingmean1986: pushing out helps too
xoPinksneakers05: ill just say this is my 4th time getting pregnant
sofakingmean1986: its hard to keep it all in there
xoPinksneakers05: yeah it is but if the girl becomes lazy lol
sofakingmean1986: no it really is hard to keep it in there it just slides out for julie ok so sometimes she has a hardtime gettin it out
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: but anyways
sofakingmean1986: i havent had sex in along time i need sex errg
thats ryan hes so cool, we talk about everything
i eat babies k (11:05:13 PM): so how r u doin u look a lil taller and grown up 2!
xoPinksneakers05 (11:06:30 PM): lolol
xoPinksneakers05 (11:06:41 PM): i havnt grown since i was 16 lol
i eat babies k (11:16:11 PM): here is a word of addvice next time dunt be silly wrap yur willy! my friend chip said that to me lololololol
i eat babies k: so do u vacum with yur pants on or off!?
xoPinksneakers05: im getting lost
xoPinksneakers05: what?
xoPinksneakers05: sometime both
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: or neither
i eat babies k: SINER!
xoPinksneakers05: how bout just toe steal boots lol
i eat babies k: i dunt kno wat u do where u r from but here in america!!we do it with the vacum in one hand and a beer in the other hand with r pants off
xoPinksneakers05: cool i want to try it
i eat babies k: i am jesus like that !!i walk on water
xoPinksneakers05: cool
xoPinksneakers05: y cant i just be cool like that
xoPinksneakers05: when was schools last day
i eat babies k: yesterday!
i eat babies k: !!!!i am a ninja turtle
xoPinksneakers05: u alwys tell me this
i eat babies k: i kno!just wanted u to kno
xoPinksneakers05: i put my shoes in the dryer its making a hell of alot of noise lol
xoPinksneakers05: lol ok thanks
i eat babies k: wow u didnt kno this!?they can brake yur dryer!!
i eat babies k: better take them out they can mely like nuthing!!
xoPinksneakers05: melt?
xoPinksneakers05: my shoes melt
xoPinksneakers05: do u know how many times i put them in a dryer
xoPinksneakers05: i put them in there for like 10 minutes
xoPinksneakers05: lolol they melt! ha my dryer must be super dryer then
i eat babies k: i was tryin to make u get them out but u dudnt fall for it
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: i dont listen to people who say their god then a ninja turtle lol
i eat babies k: didnt u kno god is a ninja turtl how else do u think he can walk on water!?
i eat babies k: asssholer
i eat babies k: wat r u tryin to imply!?huh i think u r tryin to call me an african american!!!!
i eat babies k: asssholer
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: whats umm a african american gots to do with u going to bed lol
i eat babies k: theres one in my bed im scared to go in there!=-O
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: a african american lolol
i eat babies k: yea it smells like fish in there
i eat babies k: wat them blacky love there fish
xoPinksneakers05: lol
i eat babies k: eww!!!u have a sick mind!!gawd!>:o
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
i eat babies k: u sicko!!
i eat babies k: SINER!
xoPinksneakers05: i know y can i stop god makes me lol ur weird lol
C:\Documents and Settings\Eron & Debbie\My Documents\New Folder\alyssa.jpg
if u look its 3d so dont get scared lol..shes looking down u see her little noes n mouth and her eye ity looks like shes wearing glasses but nope
C:\Documents and Settings\Eron & Debbie\My Documents\New Folder\alyssa2.jpg
in this pic shes looking up u see her mouth n lips n eyes they look hollow but there not and by her chin is her little hands..man i love her so much and shes not even here..
were gonna name her Alyssa Lynne Hilliker..man i cant wait..lillian is gonna be a big sister..
well about me n todd last night he tried getting on me and i really didnt want to do anything cuz i believe the hr that i layed on his bed and watched men n black he looked at porn cuz my heart wouldnt stop pounding like it used to when i knew dicknoes was doing that shit..and todd came out the day b4 about porn being on his computer but yesterday he had a day off..and guess what we did, after the doctors ok ill explain the doctors first..
(i got there my oppintment was at 11:30am they took me in about 11:50am, dr fizzano was in a rush so hes like any questions bla bla real fast he told me im gonna start going in every 2 weeks now, next time i take a test where i take the sugar test for diabetes..then he said desneise will be in so she comes in weighs me i weigh 109lbs..only gained 14 so far..and checked the heart beat everything was perfect she had hiccups when she was hearing the heartbeat then i had to pee in a cup then shes like in a minute u can go home, im like dr finnazo told me im gonna have a atrasound to find out what the baby is, shes like oo let me ask him, shes like well he left but he said u can come back after lunch which is after 1pm or wait till next time, im like i cant wait till next time , next month ill be going into my 8th month that means ill only get 2 months to prepare so im like im coming after lunch..so me n todd and his mom n lillian went out to lunch..then we went back he took me in real fast he was very fast as he was doing the altrasound she was yawning it was cool to watch her yawn on the camera..then he should me her girl parts then gave me her pics then i was done..i dont really feel satisfied becuz i felt deep down it was a girl since last time..so it didnt seem like a big surprise but im very happy and excited that now i know..)
ok then we went to his house and he played a game starting at 2pm and guess what he did all the way till 9:45pm played on his computer but in his workd were only supposed to be there for a little while the whole time i sat on his bed n watched tv while he was on the computer well at 9:45pm he tried touching me im like no no no over n over i really didnt want him touching me..and hes like y im like becuz, and i felt like saying u sat there n looked at porn while im laying in ur bed and u did for like a half hr and the time u kept staring at me to make sure i was looking and honestly im starting to hate him for it..then today he tried touching me im like no we argued about 10 minutes then he eventually stopped got up n went to work and then he got to my house about 9:25pm remember he was supposed to get off at 9pm and he left at 10pm y who knows i have a clue he was going up to his work to drink oo fucking well i dont really fucking care anymore and i really dont..i think hes doing stuff at work hes not supposed to, yesterday after he dropped me off at 11:30pm he went out with kyle he dies like everynight now he acts like hes so tired bla bla bla..oo fucking well as long as were not sexually i can care less..but yeah thats about all the exciting news i can think of
sofakingmean1986 : you cant have another fucking woman!!!!
sofakingmean1986 : kill it till you get a man!
sofakingmean1986 : damnit
sofakingmean1986 : fucking girls
sofakingmean1986 : she better be hot when she gets older
sofakingmean1986 : lol
xoPinksneakers05 : lolol
xoPinksneakers05 : dont be thinking about my kids like that lol
sofakingmean1986 : lol
sofakingmean1986 : why
xoPinksneakers05 : cuz their my kids lol
sofakingmean1986 : so!
sofakingmean1986 : you had another girl
sofakingmean1986 : bad todd
sofakingmean1986 : he should be slapped
xoPinksneakers05 : lolol
xoPinksneakers05 : i think now he wants a girl
sofakingmean1986 : no
sofakingmean1986 : gotta have a damn boy!
sofakingmean1986: ive met a few really hot girls actually went to my first real huge party was at a golf course over 100 people then the cops came and everyone started running it was so fun
sofakingmean1986: and right now sex isnt even an issue i love it!
xoPinksneakers05: thats good at least
xoPinksneakers05: just have fun and anybody can have fun without doing it
sofakingmean1986: yes
sofakingmean1986: ive realized that
sofakingmean1986: partys are fucking cool without sex
sofakingmean1986: the best part is when the cops are chasing you
xoPinksneakers05: ur growing up so fast :'(
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: LOL
xoPinksneakers05: theres the second one
xoPinksneakers05: awww
xoPinksneakers05: shes looking up
xoPinksneakers05: her noes n lips
sofakingmean1986: im lost
sofakingmean1986: still
sofakingmean1986: lol
xoPinksneakers05: them things by her face are her hands
xoPinksneakers05: and her eye looks hollow but its not lol
xoPinksneakers05: lolololololololol
xoPinksneakers05: here ill do it over and ill outline stuff lol
sofakingmean1986: you had to wait a whole fucking month for those?!
sofakingmean1986: how gay
sofakingmean1986: HOLY SHIT ITS A FACE!!!!!!!!!!
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: u see it lol
xoPinksneakers05: now
sofakingmean1986: OMG
sofakingmean1986: OMG
xoPinksneakers05: if not i was gonna outline
sofakingmean1986: its like amityville horror shit
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: sweet
sofakingmean1986: thats crazy
xoPinksneakers05: yep
sofakingmean1986: the first pic
sofakingmean1986: i still dont see it
xoPinksneakers05: nnow see it now compare to the one without lines
xoPinksneakers05: shes looking down
sofakingmean1986: HOLY SHIT!
sofakingmean1986: thats fucking freaky
sofakingmean1986: AHHHH!
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: KILL IT
sofakingmean1986: KILL IT NOW
sofakingmean1986: ITS EVIL!!!!!!!!!!
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
sofakingmean1986: AHHH!
sofakingmean1986: shes missing an eyeball
sofakingmean1986: what a loser
sofakingmean1986: haha
sofakingmean1986: shes gonna eat me
sofakingmean1986: ims cared
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: scared*
sofakingmean1986: damn i want a kid
xoPinksneakers05: nonono dont say that
sofakingmean1986: thats fucking creepy but kinda cool
sofakingmean1986: yes i do
sofakingmean1986: im having one
sofakingmean1986: right now
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: damn julie takes birth control
sofakingmean1986: ive been um yeah in her for months onw
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: now*
xoPinksneakers05: geeze
xoPinksneakers05: bad boy
sofakingmean1986: she hasnt gotten pregnant but all is well cause her parents would slaughter me and her
sofakingmean1986: hey she loves it
sofakingmean1986: and so do i!
xoPinksneakers05: yeah its better its good that birth control is there but it dont help every time
sofakingmean1986: meh
xoPinksneakers05: lol
sofakingmean1986: who cares
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: it feels fucking good!
sofakingmean1986: not many guys get to do that like i do at my age
sofakingmean1986: ;-)
xoPinksneakers05: lol ur gonna say that when u guys are in the hospital and shes creaming cuz a baby is coming im gonna say hey u didnt care remember it fucking felt good lol
sofakingmean1986: LOL
sofakingmean1986: naw we wont have a kid for awhile
sofakingmean1986: it does feel really fucking good though
sofakingmean1986: weeee
sofakingmean1986: it all comes out
sofakingmean1986: so whats it hurt?
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: u say that
sofakingmean1986: hey you should know!
sofakingmean1986: lol
xoPinksneakers05: i starting having sex a month after my 13 birthday
xoPinksneakers05: never used any kind of birth control or condom
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
sofakingmean1986: wow
sofakingmean1986: i woulda loved to meet you at that age
sofakingmean1986: HAHA
sofakingmean1986: jk
sofakingmean1986: :-P
xoPinksneakers05: then a year and a half later i got pregnant with lillian lol
sofakingmean1986: i hate condoms
xoPinksneakers05: lol me to lol
xoPinksneakers05: and i thought id just push out lol
sofakingmean1986: i dont even feel a fucking thing
sofakingmean1986: im just like ok this is boring
xoPinksneakers05: yeah right lol
xoPinksneakers05: yeah i know right
sofakingmean1986: push out you mean get it all out of you?
xoPinksneakers05: yep
xoPinksneakers05: it didnt work i guess
sofakingmean1986: yeah
sofakingmean1986: well bc helps
sofakingmean1986: pushing out helps too
xoPinksneakers05: ill just say this is my 4th time getting pregnant
sofakingmean1986: its hard to keep it all in there
xoPinksneakers05: yeah it is but if the girl becomes lazy lol
sofakingmean1986: no it really is hard to keep it in there it just slides out for julie ok so sometimes she has a hardtime gettin it out
sofakingmean1986: lol
sofakingmean1986: but anyways
sofakingmean1986: i havent had sex in along time i need sex errg
thats ryan hes so cool, we talk about everything
i eat babies k (11:05:13 PM): so how r u doin u look a lil taller and grown up 2!
xoPinksneakers05 (11:06:30 PM): lolol
xoPinksneakers05 (11:06:41 PM): i havnt grown since i was 16 lol
i eat babies k (11:16:11 PM): here is a word of addvice next time dunt be silly wrap yur willy! my friend chip said that to me lololololol
i eat babies k: so do u vacum with yur pants on or off!?
xoPinksneakers05: im getting lost
xoPinksneakers05: what?
xoPinksneakers05: sometime both
xoPinksneakers05: lol
xoPinksneakers05: or neither
i eat babies k: SINER!
xoPinksneakers05: how bout just toe steal boots lol
i eat babies k: i dunt kno wat u do where u r from but here in america!!we do it with the vacum in one hand and a beer in the other hand with r pants off
xoPinksneakers05: cool i want to try it
i eat babies k: i am jesus like that !!i walk on water
xoPinksneakers05: cool
xoPinksneakers05: y cant i just be cool like that
xoPinksneakers05: when was schools last day
i eat babies k: yesterday!
i eat babies k: !!!!i am a ninja turtle
xoPinksneakers05: u alwys tell me this
i eat babies k: i kno!just wanted u to kno
xoPinksneakers05: i put my shoes in the dryer its making a hell of alot of noise lol
xoPinksneakers05: lol ok thanks
i eat babies k: wow u didnt kno this!?they can brake yur dryer!!
i eat babies k: better take them out they can mely like nuthing!!
xoPinksneakers05: melt?
xoPinksneakers05: my shoes melt
xoPinksneakers05: do u know how many times i put them in a dryer
xoPinksneakers05: i put them in there for like 10 minutes
xoPinksneakers05: lolol they melt! ha my dryer must be super dryer then
i eat babies k: i was tryin to make u get them out but u dudnt fall for it
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: i dont listen to people who say their god then a ninja turtle lol
i eat babies k: didnt u kno god is a ninja turtl how else do u think he can walk on water!?
i eat babies k: asssholer
i eat babies k: wat r u tryin to imply!?huh i think u r tryin to call me an african american!!!!
i eat babies k: asssholer
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: whats umm a african american gots to do with u going to bed lol
i eat babies k: theres one in my bed im scared to go in there!=-O
xoPinksneakers05: lolol
xoPinksneakers05: a african american lolol
i eat babies k: yea it smells like fish in there
i eat babies k: wat them blacky love there fish
xoPinksneakers05: lol
i eat babies k: eww!!!u have a sick mind!!gawd!>:o
xoPinksneakers05: lololol
i eat babies k: u sicko!!
i eat babies k: SINER!
xoPinksneakers05: i know y can i stop god makes me lol ur weird lol