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I LOVE IT OUTSIDE...well we got a pool yesterday and its been filling since yesterday it just got done...so yes thats what ill be doing today..me n todd are ok i think..saturday night sarahs moms boyfriend called todd to hang out..very pissed but watch what i do if i find out he goes n hangs out with him n sarahs mom..beef will be on..but yeah i acted weird that whole night and he new why but how would he feel if i starting hanging out with cherly and doug he wouldnt like that to much and hes like steve is my friend im like yeah he only called u 2 times in 8 months ooo man i wish i had friends like that..but i believe its a excuse to go see sarah some how but whatever...if he hangs out with them im either gonna go hang out with people he dont like very much or im gonna start calling up alicia and steve and david and jodie i mean they have been trying to find me everywhere so what the hell, y am i gonna try to make him not uncomfortable if he could care less about me..and he asked me if i had any sex dreams lololol and thats all i have and yes they are about him but then somehow they involve other peoplec i have no idea who they are but i dont tell him that part cuz u know y cuz i actually dont want him thinking in any way that im thinking about someone else..cuz no way im not..but its not like he'll believe me..so yeah friday night we did something and i loved it and i felt like i couldnt stop then i had my dreams then i woke up wanting some and i just felt reaching over and just taking advantage of him lol but no i didnt i didnt know how hed react..then once that phone call came from steve on saturday it all went away but he never tried that night..and i was waiting for him to go see steve yesterday but he never went and i was gonna stay in my pjs and let him give me a hard time about leaving and then he did he kept saying come on lets go do something im like nooooo i dont want to hes like whats wrong im like nothing hes like ur lieing that went on for about a half hr about whats wrong..then he went n took a shower and i ot up hes like i thought u didnt want to do anything but the truth was i did just not with him cuz i cant believe he could care less how i feel..he knows y he was calling not to just hang out..all of a sudden he calls when he hangs out with sarahs mom..cuz this guy and sarahs mom broke up now that their back together ooo lets call todd..but im not gonna tell him nothing im just gonna do it once it does it..im gonna tell everyone he dont want me talking to cuz he thinks its gonna be drama my new screen name we'll see who can start drama...

and to find more funny all yesterday after he asked me about my dreams and he didnt believe me hes been so lovy dovy kissy huggy i think thats y but im not sure..so all today hes been hugging me kissing me telling me he loves me so either hes trying to suck up or hes gonna do something he knows i dont like...
and hes buying apartment stuff we bought alot of stuff well he did,..then hes like this week im not gonna but no apartment stuff im gonna buy some summer clothes is that ok? what the hell is he asking me if thats ok its his money lol..

well thats about it...but i love outside cuz its so hot..and his friend clay seems to be calling..