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I AM: broken
I WANT: you to want me
I HAVE: a cold
I WISH: i could be beautiful
I HATE: when i want to run away, but have nowhere to go
I MISS: being happy
I FEAR: myself and my feelings
I HEAR: silence screaming in my ears
I SEARCH: for a purpose
I WONDER: why i'm me
I REGRET: stupid things i should have done
I LOVE: too much
I AM NOT: what you assume i am
I DANCE: only when i'm alone
I SING: in my truck
I CRY: over a lot of things
I AM NOT ALWAYS: moody
I WRITE: my struggles, my joys, my sighs...everything
I CONFUSE: nobody, because nobody knows me
I NEED: love and acceptance
I SHOULD: reconsider my choices
x. father thinks i am: a good for nothing whore
x. mother thinks i am: an underachiever
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: yeah...that's the boyfriend that doesn't exist.
x. three things you are often complimented for: being friendly, having a nice smile *filthy liars*, and my eyelashes
x. you get embarrassed when: boys are involved
x. makes you happy: my sister, my cousin, the sky, the ocean, rain, thunderstorms
x. upsets you: my brother, my mom, boys in general, not being able to say what i feel or think for fear of rejection.
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes..online and off
x. you like to cook: i do
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: absolutely
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yeah, like 15
x. you bite your fingernails: eew, no.
x. you believe in love: absolutely, but i don't think i'm gonna find it.
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: daria
the Loudest Person you Know: brianne
Your close friends: brianne, martha
What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: how the hell are you?
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: snowflakes and crystals falling out of blackness
your best feature: ummm...i have no idea what i look like.
Inside joke: Pop! *whisper*...Brianne.
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): yes, dammit
think you know you've been in love: yes
want to get married: one day perhaps, not counting on it
piercings/where?: nowhere anymore
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: prolly not.
get along with your parents: i don't know my dad anymore, and mom only likes me when she's drunk.
like thunderstorms: hell yes.
SCREEN NAMES: kittyzillaRAWR and skirts and scars
SIGN: pisces
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Blackish with brown roots
EYE COLOR: dark hazel that turns green when i cry
BIRTHPLACE: auburn, california
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 3, 13
COLOR: frosty, electric, ice blue
DAY: saturday
MONTH: december/january
SONG: ummm...heh.
FOOD: pizza
SEASON: winter
SPORT: hockey
DRINK: pepsi
ALCOHOLIC: i don't drink
VEGGIE: tomatoes...yeah yeah yeah, i know technically it's a fruit...eat me.
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both at the same time
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? ummm...ew, milk, i guess.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes, a smoothie and some skittles
GOTTEN SICK? yep, got a cold. woot!
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yep
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yeah.
SAID I LOVE YOU? silently
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes, this one, and my not online one
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yeah.
MISSED SOMEONE? always
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no, they're gone
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Bri...but she's my sister, does that count?
name 10 bands or whatever you listen to:
umm… the distillers, garbage, rhcp, marilyn manson, green day, tori amos, jane's addiction, linkin park, smashing pumpkins, radio head
name 9 things you hate:
being fat, wanting him, being lonley, silence, bright lights, loud noises, fights, me
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? prolly not
2. Bungee Jump? don't know...
3. Hang glide? sounds cool
4. Kill someone? I don't have it in me, i'm sure
5. Cry at a dashboard concert? probably not, but who knows, i cry when i read the news
6. Be jealous of a friend? yea
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Walk on hot coals? owie, no
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no, that's pointless
11. For their reputation? nah, that's all talk, anyways.
12. Be a vegetarian? probably, i'm not a big meat eater.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? maybe
14. IM a stranger?: not normally
5. Sing karaoke? sounds cool
17. Shoplift? eek no, i'd get caught.
18. Run a red light? maybe, i'm always pretty damn close
19. Star in a porn video? yeah, if i weren't a fat ass
20. Dye your hair blue? yeah
1. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? always do
24. Cheat on a test? nope, i'm the one always getting cheated off of
25. Make someone cry? not deliberately...if i do, i'd cry, too
26. Call your math teacher a name? yeah, fucktard mr. franklin and mr. extra-terrestrial *trestrail*
27. Kick a baby? that's sad.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? probably not, 8 years max.
29. Cuss out a priest? NO!
30. Take a job as a janitor? never know
31. Stay up all through the night? i'm an insomniac
2. Drink straight espresso? ugh, i don't know
x. name = daria
x. birthday = 2/27
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = 5'0"
x. shoe size = seven and a half
x. hair color = black
x. hair length = between chin and shoulder length and chopped to hell
last...
x. movie you rented = god, that was ages ago, i don't remember...house of 1000 corpses, i think, but i don't remember it, i was soooo stoned.
x. song you listened to = the zephyr song
x. song that was stuck in your head = outkast-hey ya
x. song you've downloaded = beats the hell outta me
x. cd you bought = ummm, linkin park meteora, i think, but i'm not sure
x. cd you listened to = some goofy mix
x. person you've called = martha
x. person who's called you = martha
do ...
x. you have a bf or gf = psh, i wish
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = guam, ok, not really, but somewhere, anywhere...ireland, perhaps.
x. you think about suicide = sometimes
x. you believe in on line dating = i don't know
x. others find you attractive = no
. you want more piercings = yep
x. you want more tattoos = yes
x. you drink = no
x. you do drugs = LOTS of caffeine, and nicotine
x. you like cleaning = yes
x. you like roller coasters = yup
x. you write in cursive or print = cursive
x. you carry a donor card = no
for or against
x. long distance relationships = i don't know
x. using someone = aganist
x. suicide = depends
x. killing people = aganist
x. teenage smoking = if they wanna do it..whatever
x. doing drugs = whatever
x. premarital sex = don’t care
x. driving drunk = against
x. gay/lesbian relationships = for
have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or guy = hell yea
x. ever lied to someone = i only lie when the truth will do more harm than good
x. ever been in a fist fight = i'm a lover, not a fighter...haha, anyways.
x. ever been arrested = not yet
what...
x. shampoo do you use = garnier fructis
x. cologne do you use = happy
x. shoes do you wear = either marilyn type slides, or my kick ass sauconys
x. what are you scared of = everything
number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken?: too many
x. of hearts I have broken?: i'm not important enough to do that.
x. of times I have been in love: i don't think i have been, i'm not sure.
x. of guysI have kissed?: as bad as it may sound..i have no idea.
x. of continents I have lived on?: 1
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: nobody
x. of people I consider my enemies?: none that i know of, but i'm sure everybody has enemies.
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?: none, i avoid them like the plague.
x. of cd's that I own? a lot
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x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: never
x. of scars on my body?: ummm...a lot
I WANT: you to want me
I HAVE: a cold
I WISH: i could be beautiful
I HATE: when i want to run away, but have nowhere to go
I MISS: being happy
I FEAR: myself and my feelings
I HEAR: silence screaming in my ears
I SEARCH: for a purpose
I WONDER: why i'm me
I REGRET: stupid things i should have done
I LOVE: too much
I AM NOT: what you assume i am
I DANCE: only when i'm alone
I SING: in my truck
I CRY: over a lot of things
I AM NOT ALWAYS: moody
I WRITE: my struggles, my joys, my sighs...everything
I CONFUSE: nobody, because nobody knows me
I NEED: love and acceptance
I SHOULD: reconsider my choices
x. father thinks i am: a good for nothing whore
x. mother thinks i am: an underachiever
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: yeah...that's the boyfriend that doesn't exist.
x. three things you are often complimented for: being friendly, having a nice smile *filthy liars*, and my eyelashes
x. you get embarrassed when: boys are involved
x. makes you happy: my sister, my cousin, the sky, the ocean, rain, thunderstorms
x. upsets you: my brother, my mom, boys in general, not being able to say what i feel or think for fear of rejection.
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes..online and off
x. you like to cook: i do
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: absolutely
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: yeah, like 15
x. you bite your fingernails: eew, no.
x. you believe in love: absolutely, but i don't think i'm gonna find it.
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: daria
the Loudest Person you Know: brianne
Your close friends: brianne, martha
What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: how the hell are you?
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: snowflakes and crystals falling out of blackness
your best feature: ummm...i have no idea what i look like.
Inside joke: Pop! *whisper*...Brianne.
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): yes, dammit
think you know you've been in love: yes
want to get married: one day perhaps, not counting on it
piercings/where?: nowhere anymore
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: prolly not.
get along with your parents: i don't know my dad anymore, and mom only likes me when she's drunk.
like thunderstorms: hell yes.
SCREEN NAMES: kittyzillaRAWR and skirts and scars
SIGN: pisces
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Blackish with brown roots
EYE COLOR: dark hazel that turns green when i cry
BIRTHPLACE: auburn, california
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 3, 13
COLOR: frosty, electric, ice blue
DAY: saturday
MONTH: december/january
SONG: ummm...heh.
FOOD: pizza
SEASON: winter
SPORT: hockey
DRINK: pepsi
ALCOHOLIC: i don't drink
VEGGIE: tomatoes...yeah yeah yeah, i know technically it's a fruit...eat me.
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both at the same time
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? ummm...ew, milk, i guess.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes, a smoothie and some skittles
GOTTEN SICK? yep, got a cold. woot!
GONE TO THE MOVIES? yep
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yeah.
SAID I LOVE YOU? silently
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes, this one, and my not online one
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yeah.
MISSED SOMEONE? always
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no, they're gone
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Bri...but she's my sister, does that count?
name 10 bands or whatever you listen to:
umm… the distillers, garbage, rhcp, marilyn manson, green day, tori amos, jane's addiction, linkin park, smashing pumpkins, radio head
name 9 things you hate:
being fat, wanting him, being lonley, silence, bright lights, loud noises, fights, me
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? prolly not
2. Bungee Jump? don't know...
3. Hang glide? sounds cool
4. Kill someone? I don't have it in me, i'm sure
5. Cry at a dashboard concert? probably not, but who knows, i cry when i read the news
6. Be jealous of a friend? yea
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Walk on hot coals? owie, no
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no, that's pointless
11. For their reputation? nah, that's all talk, anyways.
12. Be a vegetarian? probably, i'm not a big meat eater.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? maybe
14. IM a stranger?: not normally
5. Sing karaoke? sounds cool
17. Shoplift? eek no, i'd get caught.
18. Run a red light? maybe, i'm always pretty damn close
19. Star in a porn video? yeah, if i weren't a fat ass
20. Dye your hair blue? yeah
1. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? always do
24. Cheat on a test? nope, i'm the one always getting cheated off of
25. Make someone cry? not deliberately...if i do, i'd cry, too
26. Call your math teacher a name? yeah, fucktard mr. franklin and mr. extra-terrestrial *trestrail*
27. Kick a baby? that's sad.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? probably not, 8 years max.
29. Cuss out a priest? NO!
30. Take a job as a janitor? never know
31. Stay up all through the night? i'm an insomniac
2. Drink straight espresso? ugh, i don't know
x. name = daria
x. birthday = 2/27
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = 5'0"
x. shoe size = seven and a half
x. hair color = black
x. hair length = between chin and shoulder length and chopped to hell
last...
x. movie you rented = god, that was ages ago, i don't remember...house of 1000 corpses, i think, but i don't remember it, i was soooo stoned.
x. song you listened to = the zephyr song
x. song that was stuck in your head = outkast-hey ya
x. song you've downloaded = beats the hell outta me
x. cd you bought = ummm, linkin park meteora, i think, but i'm not sure
x. cd you listened to = some goofy mix
x. person you've called = martha
x. person who's called you = martha
do ...
x. you have a bf or gf = psh, i wish
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = guam, ok, not really, but somewhere, anywhere...ireland, perhaps.
x. you think about suicide = sometimes
x. you believe in on line dating = i don't know
x. others find you attractive = no
. you want more piercings = yep
x. you want more tattoos = yes
x. you drink = no
x. you do drugs = LOTS of caffeine, and nicotine
x. you like cleaning = yes
x. you like roller coasters = yup
x. you write in cursive or print = cursive
x. you carry a donor card = no
for or against
x. long distance relationships = i don't know
x. using someone = aganist
x. suicide = depends
x. killing people = aganist
x. teenage smoking = if they wanna do it..whatever
x. doing drugs = whatever
x. premarital sex = don’t care
x. driving drunk = against
x. gay/lesbian relationships = for
have you...
x. ever cried over a girl or guy = hell yea
x. ever lied to someone = i only lie when the truth will do more harm than good
x. ever been in a fist fight = i'm a lover, not a fighter...haha, anyways.
x. ever been arrested = not yet
what...
x. shampoo do you use = garnier fructis
x. cologne do you use = happy
x. shoes do you wear = either marilyn type slides, or my kick ass sauconys
x. what are you scared of = everything
number...
x. of times I have had my heart broken?: too many
x. of hearts I have broken?: i'm not important enough to do that.
x. of times I have been in love: i don't think i have been, i'm not sure.
x. of guysI have kissed?: as bad as it may sound..i have no idea.
x. of continents I have lived on?: 1
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: nobody
x. of people I consider my enemies?: none that i know of, but i'm sure everybody has enemies.
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?: none, i avoid them like the plague.
x. of cd's that I own? a lot
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x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: never
x. of scars on my body?: ummm...a lot