its been freakin long

May 11, 2006 23:25

so i am writing this at midnight the day before my last day of high school...its a weird feeling i am not going to lie....leaving it all behind still hasnt hit me and i am glad bc i think i may freak out....i have prepared myself for this day since i was like in 5th grade and now that it is here i am scared excited and feelings that are indescribable i dont think anyone knows how i feel unless you are going through the same thing.....graduating is not just fun its exciting yet overwhelming to kiss away everything you ever knew to start forming the life you will live for the rest of your life....i read like all my bulletins it took soo long and i realized hs overrall has been teh best 4 years of my life.....sure i realized i either was extremely happy or like freakin venting my heart out on lj but hey it really was a journal for me...i realized all the great friendships i had and still do....some people i am not as close with and it sucks but i know i once was and that time together was great....and maybe sometime in life our paths will cross and we will be friends once more...i realize life has so many great things to offer me and as much as starting new is scary i am ready for a change...i never really experience a big change i lived in the same house same town my whole life nothing ever big and maybe i need this big change to help me develop into the person i am meant to be....i plan to still update in college hopefully more than i do now....and stay in contact with people from here bc as much as everyone wants to leave this town i cant say thati would have wanted to be raised in any other town i dont ahve a problem with it and i hope that everyone looks at all the benefits the town gives them instead of all the negatives....i ask the juniors who are approaching senior year to just enjoy it stay out of drama and if your in it just get out and move on bc senior year will be a year like no other and wasting it away will do nothing just cherish the little things like sga or ur athletic teams bc soon youll be walking away from it all....

prom this weekend then graduation the tears fall but never drop bc the memories are forever held in my heart.....class of 2006.....its something unpredictable but in the end its right...i hope you had the time of your life!
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