Now that you're out of my life..im so much betterr
I'm sitting here with half a bowl full of 'veggie chips'. They are so gross. They sounded really healthy, but they are sooooo salty. They taste like real potato chips, but with like ADDED salt on TOP of that. ugh. I can't even finish the rest. Maybe that's the point. Eat healthy, not pig out. Maybe they're trying to help us all out. I sort've made a promise to myself that I'd start eating healthy and working out a little more since I started writing the songs for my new album. New album, eventually a new me, right? There's this pic of me on my page, of me w/ a fan. &it's so gross, I have stomach chub hanging out like WOAH.
here it is:
What is THAT? ...ugh. anyways. let's NOT think of that for now.
I have the hugest craving just go downstairs and order a huge slice of pie right now. w/ pepperoni and all the toppings. That's one of the worst parts of being in NYC - all the best food at your fingertips. Or in my case even, at the touch of a button.
Since when did *I* become so self conscious about my image?
Oh yea, since I started seeing pictures of myself everywhere, and hearing criticsm about how 'manly' and 'masculine' i am.
I fuckin hate this.