Wow
Who woulda thunk it that me Brandon Meagan and Bill would hang out again? Or me Brandon Meagan Justin and Dezi? Really I want to know who knew this was gonna happen and if you already knew then WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME because I stressed all weekend and week up till I saw him thinking he was going to be different. . . He is exactly; the same kid I remember... and I stressed over me and Bill too and me and Bill are perfectly fine
*Song comes on*
Bill: Last time I played this song we were
Me: *cuts him off* shut up bill!
*Moment of silence*
Meagan: BOINKIN!
*I try to hide my laughter as Bill finishes rolling*
You know I dont wanna hang out with brandon every day again and the same with Bill cuz it causes too much drama... I especially don't want to hang out with Bill all the time because I want him to miss me, and I want to miss him too, cuz if I see him every day we will get bored of each other and that would not be very fun now would it?
I hate to admit it but I love Bill so much that it scares me... it scares me more than any one will ever be able to know.
Oh Mr Mclean's lecture today was amazing. He made us write down one person we can always turn to and I put Meagan and Bill then he goes
ok well if you depend on that person so much how come you never thank them just for being your friend... you probably say thank you after they listen to you, help you, give you things, and everything but have you ever said thank you for being my friend
So after that lecture I went to lunch and I called Bill. I told him how much he meant to me and I thanked him for being my friend. I said I loved him and I was proud of him and after he asked me what drugs I was on he said thank you and he appreciated it.... I guess I cant expect all I use to with Bill but Im not going to force it... I love him enough to wait for him if thats what it takes.
But know this, just because I love Bill and Im willing to wait does not mean Im not willing to date because I dont want to live my life wondering the what if's any more because of fear.... If you only understood Ive really changed.
*Song comes on*
Bill: Last time I played this song we were
Me: *cuts him off* shut up bill!
*Moment of silence*
Meagan: BOINKIN!
*I try to hide my laughter as Bill finishes rolling*
You know I dont wanna hang out with brandon every day again and the same with Bill cuz it causes too much drama... I especially don't want to hang out with Bill all the time because I want him to miss me, and I want to miss him too, cuz if I see him every day we will get bored of each other and that would not be very fun now would it?
I hate to admit it but I love Bill so much that it scares me... it scares me more than any one will ever be able to know.
Oh Mr Mclean's lecture today was amazing. He made us write down one person we can always turn to and I put Meagan and Bill then he goes
ok well if you depend on that person so much how come you never thank them just for being your friend... you probably say thank you after they listen to you, help you, give you things, and everything but have you ever said thank you for being my friend
So after that lecture I went to lunch and I called Bill. I told him how much he meant to me and I thanked him for being my friend. I said I loved him and I was proud of him and after he asked me what drugs I was on he said thank you and he appreciated it.... I guess I cant expect all I use to with Bill but Im not going to force it... I love him enough to wait for him if thats what it takes.
But know this, just because I love Bill and Im willing to wait does not mean Im not willing to date because I dont want to live my life wondering the what if's any more because of fear.... If you only understood Ive really changed.