Oct 17, 2005 08:38
Im so upset right now. I have not gotten any sleep. Fucking Jonny IMed me and was all like Im kinda depressed and I was like why and hes like because I love martha but I loved someone else too and I was like Im sorry babe I dont what to say im a fuck up when it comes to relationships and blah blah blah then hes like Im sorry I fucked up I really loved you and wanted to marry you, I was only happy when I was with you and I fucked it up for that bitch Sammie because I wanted to try someone new and Im sorry I regret it so much.
Lets just say I bursted into chronic tears and had to call Justin to calm down. Justin was shocked by the whole situation but he made a lot of sense out of it for me.
*sigh* another update in CPC dont worry!