Happy Cinco de Mayo
Hmm, this lady is here in class from the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising. I am accually pretty interested. Go me!!
Anna Darling,
You know I love you and place you in my highest light. I've been busy because this little loser finally has a life :) I was planning on calling you Saturday night. BE HOME!!
//**//
Well, I am extra happee these days!! I've raised my oh-so-very bad grades to Bs!! Mummy will be so proud. But math is still an F...I never win with that class. We got our pool clean and I went for a afternoon swim yesturday...how deluctible!
O.K...I am going to quite now and talk normal.
Dude! I went swimming...and went back up into my room. DO YOU GET THIS!?? It wasn't a Motel. It was my house!! I am not poor anymore. I can go swimming in my backyard, I don't have to wait for vacations. Which I mind you, never happened...because we were poor. And now, I am acting like a spoiled little rich brat in one of those floaty things, sipping coke...BECAUSE I CAN!!! I am so happy!! I can pee.
Life has been treating me well. Its just as that plastic fortune teller predicted at Fisherman's Whorf. All my despair will be gone soon. And It is! I am not sad anymore. I don't cry in my room anymore. Its been months since I last cut myself. I NEVER think about suicide anymore. Its all in my past.
My darkest Hour
Has Faded away
The fog has cleared
I can see straight ahead
I hid my old journal, " The Darkside of the Moon " in a safe place, and it took all those bad, harmful memories with it. Never again will I go back to the way I was before. Never. I am better now. I have friends, whom I love deeply in a certain extent [ because ' love ' is a world used I don't use a lot ] and I am happy.
YOU HEAR THAT NICOLE...TTE?!?!?! I AM FUCKING HAPPY NOW...BECAUSE YOU DIED!
//**//
Anywhoo...Life is finally looking better. And I can't wait to see what it brings.
Like Johnny the Homicidal Maniac said in the very last page...
Uhmm, I forgot...but it was good :)
I have to pee
Anna Darling,
You know I love you and place you in my highest light. I've been busy because this little loser finally has a life :) I was planning on calling you Saturday night. BE HOME!!
//**//
Well, I am extra happee these days!! I've raised my oh-so-very bad grades to Bs!! Mummy will be so proud. But math is still an F...I never win with that class. We got our pool clean and I went for a afternoon swim yesturday...how deluctible!
O.K...I am going to quite now and talk normal.
Dude! I went swimming...and went back up into my room. DO YOU GET THIS!?? It wasn't a Motel. It was my house!! I am not poor anymore. I can go swimming in my backyard, I don't have to wait for vacations. Which I mind you, never happened...because we were poor. And now, I am acting like a spoiled little rich brat in one of those floaty things, sipping coke...BECAUSE I CAN!!! I am so happy!! I can pee.
Life has been treating me well. Its just as that plastic fortune teller predicted at Fisherman's Whorf. All my despair will be gone soon. And It is! I am not sad anymore. I don't cry in my room anymore. Its been months since I last cut myself. I NEVER think about suicide anymore. Its all in my past.
My darkest Hour
Has Faded away
The fog has cleared
I can see straight ahead
I hid my old journal, " The Darkside of the Moon " in a safe place, and it took all those bad, harmful memories with it. Never again will I go back to the way I was before. Never. I am better now. I have friends, whom I love deeply in a certain extent [ because ' love ' is a world used I don't use a lot ] and I am happy.
YOU HEAR THAT NICOLE...TTE?!?!?! I AM FUCKING HAPPY NOW...BECAUSE YOU DIED!
//**//
Anywhoo...Life is finally looking better. And I can't wait to see what it brings.
Like Johnny the Homicidal Maniac said in the very last page...
Uhmm, I forgot...but it was good :)
I have to pee