What to do?!
Okay. Im kinda beside myself at this point. Lastnight I had found out that my brother had had a wreck. This was at like 2:30-3am when he came home and told my mom. At the time he did not seem like he was hurt too badly. Today, I ahve not seen him at all, because he left for work before I even got up. But this eavaning, when my mom called him down at the dealership, she said that he had told her that he was so sore, and couldnt hardly bend over. Now my brother is not much of one to complaine. My mom wanted to go down there and get him and take him to the hospital tonight, but he said no, to wait and see how he feels tomorrow, and if he feels any worse then he will go. Im so scared! I know that hes not faking. He totalled my step dads truck that he had been driving, so I know he is pain. But man...If something happens to my brother...I don't know what i will do. I was standing in the kitchen, listening to my mom and brothers phone conversation, and I could not stop thinking about how it was when my brother and I had our wreck last year, and how it felt. So I know he is hurtting. But Im just so affraid. I don't want him to feel that way. I dont want him to feel worse tomorrw, because if we have to take him to the doctor Im affraid of what they may say. Hes my companion, my other half. If something happens to him I could only blame my self. I love him so much! Im so scared. All I want to do is to cry! It 7:35 pm and he is still not home. I know that he up at the dealership working on finishing putting his tranmition back in his Explorer, but right now...I just want him home. I wanna take care of him! I wanna make him some supper. I wanna give him a massage for his sore muscles. I just wanna make him feelt better! Please pray fr him!!!! He means so much to me!!!!!