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I think im pulling a Bonnie.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
I hate that feeling of when, theres certain things that you think everyone would know about you, but they dont. Even after repeating yourself several times. Or even, when there are things that you stand for, that people still pressure into. For example, when random people walk up to me and are like sooo! have you have jason had sex. NO! if you would pay attention to me, ever, you would know that thats not going to happen anytime soon. Or like when people try and pressure me into smoking and shit, even after they know im not going to.
I wish that i had a best friend. Someone to run to, who i could tell everything to. Some one who would tell ME everything. I want someone whos parents consider me their own. Sometimes i feel like screaming and pulling my hair out. I want someone to notice me. To see that im screaming and begging for attention, for someone to notice im around. I know i have friends, but like there only around if they need a friend. I know im talking to a wall. no one is goign to read this. No one will respond. No one will try and understand.
Bonnie, what i meant by im pulling a bonnie, is because your one of the few people who ever say what they feel. I needed to get that all out. like you do. so it wasnt anything bad!
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
I hate that feeling of when, theres certain things that you think everyone would know about you, but they dont. Even after repeating yourself several times. Or even, when there are things that you stand for, that people still pressure into. For example, when random people walk up to me and are like sooo! have you have jason had sex. NO! if you would pay attention to me, ever, you would know that thats not going to happen anytime soon. Or like when people try and pressure me into smoking and shit, even after they know im not going to.
I wish that i had a best friend. Someone to run to, who i could tell everything to. Some one who would tell ME everything. I want someone whos parents consider me their own. Sometimes i feel like screaming and pulling my hair out. I want someone to notice me. To see that im screaming and begging for attention, for someone to notice im around. I know i have friends, but like there only around if they need a friend. I know im talking to a wall. no one is goign to read this. No one will respond. No one will try and understand.
Bonnie, what i meant by im pulling a bonnie, is because your one of the few people who ever say what they feel. I needed to get that all out. like you do. so it wasnt anything bad!