Contract 8
Week 5 : The Week of THIS CLOSE
One can never be too comfortable-okay comfort is good, but complacent is bad.
With the job extension I feel a sense of relief and a refining of the focus. Must always remember why I am doing this- this doesn’t mean I can’t have a lil fun.
The hate sex I see happening with American History X may be happening sooner than later. I cannot help my desire-ability…even to the most unlikely of preys.
This is me at half-mast, if you will, because I am not even TRYING. I don’t care. Its like a cat with paws batting around a slightly injured mouse.
My progress is moving along at a nice pace-and though I don’t care, I am still having fun. Which counts more than you know!
I pretty much went from home to work and from work to home. I was battling a cold- I NEVER get sick, but I guess even the mighty fall. So I had the cold and sought the solace of my bed and ‘Housewives of Atlanta’. All a girl needs when she’s down n’ out.
By Friday, I was READY. Spent the week emailing with American History X about a variety of things-just getting inside the mind. Basically plotting and seed planting.
Then was invited to one of The Kids birthday parties…normally I would decline, BUT there was sake n’ karaoke involved. Had already made plans to meet up with a friend to check out the new exhibit at the Guggenheim-which was pretty cool. I then dragged my friend with me to meet up with The Kids who were already DONE by the time I got there.
I actually had a great time…and got to sing ‘Baby Got Back’, which is always a crowd pleaser.
OH…my mind was a bit foggy during last week (due to sickness) so I almost forgot to mention the drama I get to hear about from JR (part of the coloreds I hang with). She is a good source for who’s who and what’s what. Like there is this chick I noticed in the cafeteria. This chick has a slammin’ body so I KNOW somebody up in this piece done tapped it. Booty does not go untouched. JR tells me that it’s not somebody, but SOMEBODIES…and that the chick is crazy. Like the dudes go out with her for a lil bit and then want NOTHING to do with her. Hmmm.
We then discussed why office romances are wack. They are wack…when you give a fuck OR aren’t discreet OR date like half the office. There’s a life outside of work people! I mean if shit does or doesn’t go down with American History X…I will most likely not find another 22yr old to play with HERE.
Okay…it depends. Plus M.Ron Dos and I are still smiling at each other-no conversation. As for Faux Hawk…he is Latino and I haven’t gone Latino since the 90’s.
Another amazing development….you remember That Black (the Englishman who isn’t black)…his last name is…………………WHITEMAN.
For serious!!!!
I know. I know. He’s still not my favorite, but he’s doing better than before.
HW (the gal who sits next to me) and I have started a tally. This VP that works near us has this habit of saying she’s, “Just ducky.” When asked how she’s doing. We both found it annoying, but didn’t tell the other until one day this happened…
VP: Hey there!
Random Dude Walking By: Hello, how are you?
VP: Just ducky!
RDWB: Lookin’ good, lookin’ good.
…and scene.
The thing is, the dude said ‘lookin’ good, lookin’ good’ all sensual n’ shit. Kinda creepy. It was like a dick slap in the face of sexual harassment.
From then on we decided to keep a tally. So far we have 6 occurrences.
….Getting back to Friday with The Kids, American History X asked for my digits. Its all a matter of time people. Matter of time. (does a dirty dreaful wink)