She Lives....
I have decided to revive my live journal... because let's face it! In college you have to fill every single minute. Minutes left empty are simply calling my name "Write Write!! Write in your livejournal!" So here I am... besides! I miss you guys! Its time to keep in touch.
Today I tried to apply almost every direction that was brought up in conversation to "the way of the color blue." I think I heard that from Drew one time... and since I have no creativity of my own I was forced to adopt it almost immediately. It was a long time ago so I consider it mine now. Example:
Lyndsay: Which way do I go? (driving)
Daniel: Right!
Blair: Left!
*awkward silence*
Blair: Go the way of the color blue.
...and it was completely resolved. Peace was restored to the universe by mine great and unsearchable wisdom. And we listened to the "Last Samauri" sound track. Twas lovely.
In other more intimate thoughts, the Lord has been teaching me so very much. You see... I have some emotions that are rather awkward and such... as emotions have a tendancy to be. That doesn't mean that they are bad. In fact, I believe that the emotions I am currently dealing with are some of the most lovely I've ever had... but nevertheless, they are uncomfortable. Sometimes they hurt. Like so many little fizzgigs running around and reaping havoc. Let me explain: wonderful, fuzzy, beautiful things, with GREAT LONG SHARP POINTY TEETH!!!!!!!!! raar rar... That is the best way I have ever described anything before. It is so crystal clear. Excuse my while I am proud of myself. And you see.... while I would like to pray "LORD! This is hard! Take this away!" I have realized something very crucial. If the Lord just took them away, what would I have to grow and mature under? What would make me a better person? What would challenge me? You see... I have these emotions and it is ok. And these emotions are my offering. They are what I am priviledged to pour before the Lord. My feelings, my will, my desires, even my desire to control my desires is what I have to lay before the Lord in humility. It is the only acceptable offering. I am learning this so clearly and trying, painsakingly, to apply it to my life with diligence.
I am learning other things too... but I'm on my roommate's computer... so i'm going to have to get off. Please continue to read and respond to my live journalings. I'm glad to be back.
LUV YAH!
Today I tried to apply almost every direction that was brought up in conversation to "the way of the color blue." I think I heard that from Drew one time... and since I have no creativity of my own I was forced to adopt it almost immediately. It was a long time ago so I consider it mine now. Example:
Lyndsay: Which way do I go? (driving)
Daniel: Right!
Blair: Left!
*awkward silence*
Blair: Go the way of the color blue.
...and it was completely resolved. Peace was restored to the universe by mine great and unsearchable wisdom. And we listened to the "Last Samauri" sound track. Twas lovely.
In other more intimate thoughts, the Lord has been teaching me so very much. You see... I have some emotions that are rather awkward and such... as emotions have a tendancy to be. That doesn't mean that they are bad. In fact, I believe that the emotions I am currently dealing with are some of the most lovely I've ever had... but nevertheless, they are uncomfortable. Sometimes they hurt. Like so many little fizzgigs running around and reaping havoc. Let me explain: wonderful, fuzzy, beautiful things, with GREAT LONG SHARP POINTY TEETH!!!!!!!!! raar rar... That is the best way I have ever described anything before. It is so crystal clear. Excuse my while I am proud of myself. And you see.... while I would like to pray "LORD! This is hard! Take this away!" I have realized something very crucial. If the Lord just took them away, what would I have to grow and mature under? What would make me a better person? What would challenge me? You see... I have these emotions and it is ok. And these emotions are my offering. They are what I am priviledged to pour before the Lord. My feelings, my will, my desires, even my desire to control my desires is what I have to lay before the Lord in humility. It is the only acceptable offering. I am learning this so clearly and trying, painsakingly, to apply it to my life with diligence.
I am learning other things too... but I'm on my roommate's computer... so i'm going to have to get off. Please continue to read and respond to my live journalings. I'm glad to be back.
LUV YAH!