oh sweet life of mine, where are you hiding?
Me Him
Is this how our valentine's day is going to be spent? fighting?
You know, valentine's day is just like any other day. Like they say at my grandma's religion, whatever I give you today I could have given you any other day.
yeah Will, the problem is, that if there weren't any days like this, when you are EXPECTED to give something, you wouldn't give anything at all through out the whole year... not even time...
I hate valentine's day.
I know it's late, but I was thinking... we aren't a couple anymore.
It hasn't been officially broken up between us, but hey, we aren't a couple.
You can notice in our conversations, our actions, and specially the time we spend together? which is non-existant. I only see him for half an hour Monday to Thursday because he takes me to my university. That half hour we are together, I am either crying because I am scared at how FUCKING FAST and MANIACAL he's driving, hiding my eyes and trembling... Sometimes only talking when I'm getting off... or after 15 minutes of being with him. Most of the times there's no good morning kiss, there is NEVER a good morning smile on his face.
he only calls on the mornings to say he's coming to pick me up. Most of this calls he's mad, even if he doesn't admit it, he is. Either that, or he just likes to scream at me. Hey, it's not my fault you are going to be late, again! Well.... sometimes, but not all the times.
only on the mornings, and sometimes at the late night, mostly a hi, what are you doing, im going to sleep bye conversation...
we are so broken up, and all because he can't be intelligent enough to actually appreciate the small things, the efforts... is it too difficult to think of me? and if he does think of me, is it too difficult to take some mins and talk to me, spend time with me... make me feel like he's there? Fuck this.
I am so tired.
so so tired, I should go to sleep.
I had a test today, I bet I failed. But hey, too many shit up in my mind. Couldn't get all the communication stuff inside of my head.
Oh btw, I fell.... again. This time, in front of the whole university, go me.
I've got bruises.
My cellphone fell from the second floor, somehow surviving the fall.
My back is hurting like craaaaaazy, my legs are being funny since then but I can't do anything but wait until my next appointment with the Doctor. *sighs*
Here are some pictures of me and my friends at college.
We went to the mall to eat. :)
Meet pepe. he's kind of my new best friend. And he is crazy as shit.
He's name is Daniel
Meet Guga. He has a funny face on. Maybe he didn't like his lunch so much, :(
He's name is Gustavo, I like that name
That's Melany. She's nice, I like her. :) And that is my Raphael Ninja Turtle cap. I love it. :) Pepe ruined our pretty picture. :(
But, hey! We managed to take our picture. :)
Pepe and I. He's always pulling faces.
He's looking better here, aint him? Guga smiling looks so different, xD
This is Mari, :) She is amazing. :D
Mari and Guga fighting over which radio station we should listen.
TENNIS CLASS. 8D WITH KATA <3333333 She is the besttttt I love her, I really do. :D
her name is Kassandra, and I love all my new friends, XD
Now with Reimarie. :) She is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
<3
This is Edwin. We used to take classes together back in junior High. And hey, we meet again! :)
Going to sleep, bye~
Sorry if I haven't commented much lately. I do try!
Is this how our valentine's day is going to be spent? fighting?
You know, valentine's day is just like any other day. Like they say at my grandma's religion, whatever I give you today I could have given you any other day.
yeah Will, the problem is, that if there weren't any days like this, when you are EXPECTED to give something, you wouldn't give anything at all through out the whole year... not even time...
I hate valentine's day.
I know it's late, but I was thinking... we aren't a couple anymore.
It hasn't been officially broken up between us, but hey, we aren't a couple.
You can notice in our conversations, our actions, and specially the time we spend together? which is non-existant. I only see him for half an hour Monday to Thursday because he takes me to my university. That half hour we are together, I am either crying because I am scared at how FUCKING FAST and MANIACAL he's driving, hiding my eyes and trembling... Sometimes only talking when I'm getting off... or after 15 minutes of being with him. Most of the times there's no good morning kiss, there is NEVER a good morning smile on his face.
he only calls on the mornings to say he's coming to pick me up. Most of this calls he's mad, even if he doesn't admit it, he is. Either that, or he just likes to scream at me. Hey, it's not my fault you are going to be late, again! Well.... sometimes, but not all the times.
only on the mornings, and sometimes at the late night, mostly a hi, what are you doing, im going to sleep bye conversation...
we are so broken up, and all because he can't be intelligent enough to actually appreciate the small things, the efforts... is it too difficult to think of me? and if he does think of me, is it too difficult to take some mins and talk to me, spend time with me... make me feel like he's there? Fuck this.
I am so tired.
so so tired, I should go to sleep.
I had a test today, I bet I failed. But hey, too many shit up in my mind. Couldn't get all the communication stuff inside of my head.
Oh btw, I fell.... again. This time, in front of the whole university, go me.
I've got bruises.
My cellphone fell from the second floor, somehow surviving the fall.
My back is hurting like craaaaaazy, my legs are being funny since then but I can't do anything but wait until my next appointment with the Doctor. *sighs*
Here are some pictures of me and my friends at college.
We went to the mall to eat. :)
Meet pepe. he's kind of my new best friend. And he is crazy as shit.
He's name is Daniel
Meet Guga. He has a funny face on. Maybe he didn't like his lunch so much, :(
He's name is Gustavo, I like that name
That's Melany. She's nice, I like her. :) And that is my Raphael Ninja Turtle cap. I love it. :) Pepe ruined our pretty picture. :(
But, hey! We managed to take our picture. :)
Pepe and I. He's always pulling faces.
He's looking better here, aint him? Guga smiling looks so different, xD
This is Mari, :) She is amazing. :D
Mari and Guga fighting over which radio station we should listen.
TENNIS CLASS. 8D WITH KATA <3333333 She is the besttttt I love her, I really do. :D
her name is Kassandra, and I love all my new friends, XD
Now with Reimarie. :) She is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
<3
This is Edwin. We used to take classes together back in junior High. And hey, we meet again! :)
Going to sleep, bye~
Sorry if I haven't commented much lately. I do try!