Feb 13, 2009 19:40
I'll try to write a decent entry.
I am currently feeling like shit so excuse me if it isn't decent enough for your friend list.
This week has been a blast, and not in a good way.
I have work like crazy, schoolwork that is.
No luck in the job hunting. I wont move, because mom had a fight with me about it.
Honestly, she is so bipolar it's impossible to understand.
Apparently I am the biggest bother ever, but they can't dispose of me one second.
One test, 3 chapters of Spanish, 2 oral reports for Communications, 1 oral report for English...
Tomorrow is St. Valentine's. I am trying to look at it with an optimist view.
Not being too good at it.
William gave me a hint that he had gotten me a big gift. But since it's not the first time he turns me doing I am not keeping any hope. At least without hope I wont get hurt, and if it's true I'll be surprised, both cases are looking pretty good. I got him the cutest card, some homemade chocolate and I am going to write him a letter. I know he hates reading, but I don't really have money to be spending on a video game... specially when that video game is going to be his distraction for some months and I'll be left behind.
Mom's birthday was the 7th, now that was a huge highlight.
I loved her reaction to the music, and the decorations...
8D
Yesterday dad got into yet ANOTHER car accident.
Not that bad, unlike the last one where he could have died. Thank God.
I feel horrible, my whole body aches, hurts, it's so difficult to describe. At times I feel like the pain is so much I'm going to die. But I never tell anyone, because I am not entirely sure I want to be saved or die for real. *sigh*