Nov 21, 2005 13:26
I am a very sick person right now. I haven’t been this sick in a very long time. I ache all over. It hurts to move and it hurts to sit still. My nose seems as if it is going to flake off from all of the runny nose grossness. I didn’t get very sick until Friday evening. I was rather sick all week but not really sick and so I thought it would just run itself out Friday night. I am not so lucky. It went into full blown killer cold. However thinking that it would just go away I went ahead on the hike with scouts. I really should learn how to be less dumb. We started off and I was ok. But I couldn’t go any further after 2.5 miles. I felt so bad the group had to stop and cut the hike in half for me. Some help I am as an adult leader. I hate to say it but I am thinking of just dropping out. I had such a hard time with the hike because 1) I haven’t been on a hike in like 6 months, I am so out of shape. 2) I was dieing from a killer cold. 3) This of course had to be one of the hardest trails I have been on. The trail that people use locally to train on so that they can take any other trail in western America because of this trail’s 1000 ft elevation gain every mile. Excuses aside, I became much sicker from the hike. It also gave me five quarter sized blisters on my feet that are now preventing me from walking. It just hasn’t been my weekend health wise.
I saved my energy up for Sunday evening for the theater with my mother and I did ok. I was ok but I think I may be paying today for overdoing it last night. I took mother to dinner at a nice restaurant. It was good. But the musical was AMAZING. Oklahoma was over the top of AMAZING. There was so much that was just so spectacular. It seemed too over stylized at first but it soon all fit and just increased the magic. I wish I could say more but I am so tired. I will try to get more down on “paper” at some time in the future.
Currently my house is all to empty and I think I would like to be unconscious.
One more boyfriend in my life would most defiantly make a Goodmorning. At least that is how it works in my head.