Jan 28, 2011 19:53
The Five Stages of Grief:
1. Denial
I zoomed past that as I read the official statement on the LFC website. Unless LFC got hacked. Which could happen... RIGHT?
2. Anger
Where I'm at now. I'm mad. Steaming mad. Mad at Nando's terrible timing. Mad at myself for caring so much. Mad that as things were starting to look up, we're back down. Mad that he has ruined the most awesome player song ever written.
3. Bargaining
What did we do that was so wrong? What can we do to convince him to stay? If he fixes this right now saying he had a fit of insanity and he takes it all back, we can still forgive!
4. Depression
Where I am now as well. Gernando coming to an end depresses me.
Reading that people on twitter are posting "Just walked in on 14-year-old brother taking down Torres posters from his bedroom wall. It's kids his age you feel sorry for the most." feels like a knife in the gut.
Am so disappointed in him. I really am. Why did it have to go down like this? Why not the summer? Where is this loyalty he spoke of?
5. Acceptance
Slowly getting there, but not quite. In the near future it will be a bitter acceptance, with me cackling at "I hope Suarez bites you before you leave".
As time goes on, I'm sure I will remember how amazing it once was. And how talent is talent and that one can't expect to give up personal aspirations for team loyalty or even better timing. I may even be able to support him as a player and wish him the best of luck. I will still think he's hot and has a great ass. But I don't think I will ever look at him the same way again.
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