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well here we go...sarah pointed out that these things were used for venting so thats exactly what im gonna use it for.
i wouldnt normally put names in here but AMBER this is for you
first of all when you talk about nikkis parents you talk about my parents which directly comes back to me. i realize that you may be upset cause you got caught doin some dumb stuff but you kinda turned yourself and nikki in. my parents can read what is bein written in your journals online and thats how she found out bout the skippin. Oops! yeah your bad. anywayz and you say that you tell them to their face how you feel about them...funny cause when people dont like someones parents they dont get rides from then to and from guard and they dont come spend the nite at their house every so often. calling them liberal isnt exactly the same as calling them assholes. my mom wasnt paid to take you home from guard im not sayin she didnt want to but they put up with tons of bull from you and you are bein totally disrespectful to them by calling them out. ever since nikki and you became such good friends shes been in alot more trouble than ever before and although i love you as a person you arent the best influence on her. in fact your a pretty bad influence and if i were my parents she wouldnt be allowed to hang with you. im not sayin nikki cant make her own decisions but i understand my parents perspective too. so consider all that before you want to keep talkin smack. if you have a problem with anything ive written in here then you knwo my cell number and tell me about it. if anything ive put in here is wrong then ill change it.
on a different note
ive decided that im not gonna go to college. first of all theres no way i can afford it. i have nothing outstanding about me and really im not even good at anything so yeah there are scholerships out there but none for me. im average. theres nothing special that a college is going to look at on my resume and think o we should accept her. ive never thought of my future and seen college anywhere in it. i actually hate sitting in classrooms all day. i owuld rather work and see something productive come of it see myself changing lives. thats what i want and sitting in a college classroom so i can get some degree isnt get that done. i wouldnt mind working at a mccdonalds during the day and going home to a great family when im off. although some may frown on that i admire many people who choose to do that with their life.
if you havent heard by now and mite just care...i didnt make PA. i doenst really bother me much that i didnt make it, but more so that some of the people who did make it over me. but w/e i guess it wasnt for me. it all doesnt really matter though cause i may not be here next year. im really considering going back to my home school and being in the top of the class again. being able to have a voice and do pretty much what i want. if anything this place has really just been bad for my future. i am average here. i fit into the crowd and i no longer stand out. everything i said i never wanted to happen with my life.
anywayz thats all for now cause i have a pounding headache
*~Kade~*
i wouldnt normally put names in here but AMBER this is for you
first of all when you talk about nikkis parents you talk about my parents which directly comes back to me. i realize that you may be upset cause you got caught doin some dumb stuff but you kinda turned yourself and nikki in. my parents can read what is bein written in your journals online and thats how she found out bout the skippin. Oops! yeah your bad. anywayz and you say that you tell them to their face how you feel about them...funny cause when people dont like someones parents they dont get rides from then to and from guard and they dont come spend the nite at their house every so often. calling them liberal isnt exactly the same as calling them assholes. my mom wasnt paid to take you home from guard im not sayin she didnt want to but they put up with tons of bull from you and you are bein totally disrespectful to them by calling them out. ever since nikki and you became such good friends shes been in alot more trouble than ever before and although i love you as a person you arent the best influence on her. in fact your a pretty bad influence and if i were my parents she wouldnt be allowed to hang with you. im not sayin nikki cant make her own decisions but i understand my parents perspective too. so consider all that before you want to keep talkin smack. if you have a problem with anything ive written in here then you knwo my cell number and tell me about it. if anything ive put in here is wrong then ill change it.
on a different note
ive decided that im not gonna go to college. first of all theres no way i can afford it. i have nothing outstanding about me and really im not even good at anything so yeah there are scholerships out there but none for me. im average. theres nothing special that a college is going to look at on my resume and think o we should accept her. ive never thought of my future and seen college anywhere in it. i actually hate sitting in classrooms all day. i owuld rather work and see something productive come of it see myself changing lives. thats what i want and sitting in a college classroom so i can get some degree isnt get that done. i wouldnt mind working at a mccdonalds during the day and going home to a great family when im off. although some may frown on that i admire many people who choose to do that with their life.
if you havent heard by now and mite just care...i didnt make PA. i doenst really bother me much that i didnt make it, but more so that some of the people who did make it over me. but w/e i guess it wasnt for me. it all doesnt really matter though cause i may not be here next year. im really considering going back to my home school and being in the top of the class again. being able to have a voice and do pretty much what i want. if anything this place has really just been bad for my future. i am average here. i fit into the crowd and i no longer stand out. everything i said i never wanted to happen with my life.
anywayz thats all for now cause i have a pounding headache
*~Kade~*