Last time I was really depressed about a loss I sold 6 cases. This weekend, I had really great sales and the other girls noticed and felt uncomfortable. It's a weird feeling to succeed and have others resent you. I've dealt with it my entire life in some form or another. I feel almost back to normal and can see a clear path of what I want to accomplish again. Got out my jewelry stuff to make some things for the first Friday I'll be working. Still feeling sad but no longer hopeless. Hopefully tomorrow will be an even more positive day on the emotional spectrum.