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so i might be safe to assume that i was in persuit of something i can never have. she has pretty much disappeared. we haven't talked in almost 2 weeks and i feel very betrayed after everything she told me. no one will be there for me when i'm always there for other people. bring the pain i guess, i'm destin to carry the burden of others including my own. curse myself for being a protector, but can stand to see other people suffer like me if not more than me.
but i have had what fun i can, and someone did opt to make me happy through this, and i thank them for that. but for all i've endured, it's gonna take a lot more than that. it's all bullshit to tell ya the truth. i don't deserve anything good. i would really love for someone to stand in front of me and tell me to my face, that that isn't true.
any takers?
but i have had what fun i can, and someone did opt to make me happy through this, and i thank them for that. but for all i've endured, it's gonna take a lot more than that. it's all bullshit to tell ya the truth. i don't deserve anything good. i would really love for someone to stand in front of me and tell me to my face, that that isn't true.
any takers?