Looking Back at 30
So it's my last day at 30 years old looking back at it I finally found my "mature things" it took me like a year to find them. Here's what I think they are to me. To think last year I was fretting about what they would be.
Eating healthy: That was only because I got that health scare when I ended up in the hospital for eating poorly among other things.
Rockapella: I'll disregard the fact they were the house group on a show for children that I watched as a child. That last sentence was redundant. Their songs are so weird! But weird in a good way because it they weren't I wouldn't keep listening to them.Their early stuff is pretty dated, but I like it! It sounds so 90s! I know some of their songs are authentic 90s songs. I'm not stupid. Not like a song like "Walking on Air" which is a Katy Perry song from 2013 that was made to sound like a 90s song. I have no aversion to vocal harmony. I grew up with it. Not listening to them particularly. I was more of a Boyz II Men fan. My favorite member would be um...Greg? I know he was not in the group, but he did used to sing along with them sometimes on the tv show. I really thought I was gonna embrace jazz or something.
I found this old blog. I've been obsessing about turning 30 for at least 5 years, and then again in 2011. Now I turned 30 and I still worry about it now. And worst of all I didn't change. I just got older. *moans*. I wrote that last part back in early 2014. I know I've changed I can feel it even if it's not so visible to the outside world or anything. Sure I'm still wearing pretty much the same clothes, and still playing with my toys. I don't want or need to stop. Who knows doing that might make me a better person. Well the jury might still be out on that one.