Nov 13, 2004 15:29
senior skip day. it was okay. i found erins wallet in my room. which sucks because shes in NY without it right now. ahhh. i called her though.
so anyways. i went out for most of the day. got some food and some stuff at walmart. called cat so we could make plans. i just wanted it to be us so i cancelled my other plans. haha. so we went to the movies late and the grudge was all sold out. saw beth and this kid james at the movies. i think there dating. sketchy. haha. so then we decided to see alfie the movie with jude law. OMG jude law has to be the hottest guy. and me and cat agreed that were going to have to atleast date one guy with a british accent. ahhh. he was just amazingly gorgeous. so the movie was about him and how he just sleeps around. and he has this one girl that he really likes but he cheats on here and she decides that she doesnt want to see him anymore despite how much she loves him. then he ends up getting his best friends girl pregnant. and she ended up not getting an abortion because it could be her bfs. but it was his. so by the end of the movie he met someone just like him. and he opened up to this girl and then kicked her out of his life. and by the time he realizes that he fucked up the girl he was completly inlove with found someone knew. and he tried to get with the girl that he was exactly like but she wasnt in to that. she just used guys how he used girls. and it was just an incredible movie. i didnt really like the ending cause it ended ubruptly. but w.e.
so we left and went to outback. such good food. then we came back here and hung out. some people are such a waste of air.
so yeah woke up this mornin. watched saved such a funny movie. then cat left. she left her cell here. i was going to bring it to her but my mom aint here. olney called me in early but i have no way of getting there. so that isnt going to happen.
uhhh
so i ended up having a 20 min. conversation with dave. and the only good advice he gave me out of it was
Kernsey39 (11:35:13 AM): ur better then that
Kernsey39 (11:35:17 AM): u know this
w.e that means.
he actually said a lot of things. so i could sit for the rest of the day and think about. ive never met someone that i regret ever talking to. but i guess theres a first for everything.
i feel bad. and i wish things could be different. but i guess you really dont know anyone in the end.
so yeah im off to bring cat her cell and go into work early...i have to close with some new kid who use to go to my school....its okay i guess?
i better be out by 10:00 cause im getting smashed tonight. drinking my problems away.
so now i can turn out just like my father=)
♥amandabeth