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Morning, ahh the morning, when i woke up to the sweetest of all dreams. You see our appartment complex was invaded by undescribable beings, which supposedly live in worlds far far away. But in that dream, there was You, My Baby. And the glow that I feel, when we are together. And we hugged and kissed and felt so elevated in each others arms. I remember when she used to tell me: Baby, only You can hug me the way You Do....And I would come closer and hug her with all my heart....
Although the creatures created a major disturbance and everyone had to leave the building, it was nice being around You, at least in my dream. we also helped to evacuate older tennants, particularly this one very very old lady. It was a nice and kind of peaceful dreaming. Ahh, the kind that makes the sun in your heart to reappear. I woke up to mom fighting dad, but it didnt bother me that much. I mean, I feel for them, and sometimes I almost literally 'fall' for them, taking their bruises, but other times I know I have to shield. First thing, I made myself some mixed green and hibiscus tea. And after a cup I drag my ass outside and went for one of the longer walks. Then My Baby called, telling me how the guy that she likes, was piss drank yesterday and hit on her......
Its hard to let go, I dreamed for us to always be together, always be there for each other. To Love and To Care. She was my Sanctuary, and still is Big Time. I cant describe how she can totally change me for the better when I'm around. How I forget about the pain, how I Love being around You, Baby, even in my sleep. Plain simple small talk means the World to me. I know if I go to another, I will not be Your equal anymore....See, the definition of equality is getting twisted here, but it should. We are different from the start. And what that means is that some things are meant for her, but not me, while others for me, but not her. Cant mix it up, dont want an utterly unpredictive outcome. No, no.....
I dont know why, but after that conversation, the clouds covered the whole of our city and its been like that since. I feel stabilized, and that stability is cloudy. I know I can fly, but I also know it should be easier. Then I rearrange my energies. I I need to make one small ingenious move towards my goals. See and feel something from a different perspective. Find a new reason to Believe....in You, Me and Us.....I wil....I will....
As the Bruises Heal ) I Love My Baby More and More Each Day....
Although the creatures created a major disturbance and everyone had to leave the building, it was nice being around You, at least in my dream. we also helped to evacuate older tennants, particularly this one very very old lady. It was a nice and kind of peaceful dreaming. Ahh, the kind that makes the sun in your heart to reappear. I woke up to mom fighting dad, but it didnt bother me that much. I mean, I feel for them, and sometimes I almost literally 'fall' for them, taking their bruises, but other times I know I have to shield. First thing, I made myself some mixed green and hibiscus tea. And after a cup I drag my ass outside and went for one of the longer walks. Then My Baby called, telling me how the guy that she likes, was piss drank yesterday and hit on her......
Its hard to let go, I dreamed for us to always be together, always be there for each other. To Love and To Care. She was my Sanctuary, and still is Big Time. I cant describe how she can totally change me for the better when I'm around. How I forget about the pain, how I Love being around You, Baby, even in my sleep. Plain simple small talk means the World to me. I know if I go to another, I will not be Your equal anymore....See, the definition of equality is getting twisted here, but it should. We are different from the start. And what that means is that some things are meant for her, but not me, while others for me, but not her. Cant mix it up, dont want an utterly unpredictive outcome. No, no.....
I dont know why, but after that conversation, the clouds covered the whole of our city and its been like that since. I feel stabilized, and that stability is cloudy. I know I can fly, but I also know it should be easier. Then I rearrange my energies. I I need to make one small ingenious move towards my goals. See and feel something from a different perspective. Find a new reason to Believe....in You, Me and Us.....I wil....I will....
As the Bruises Heal ) I Love My Baby More and More Each Day....