Mar 19, 2008 11:38
so what do i say. i say the previous week took loads of my energies to survive, but to day is the first day i'm feeling stronger, upbeat, on my two feet. the sun outside, its behind the clouds and when i woke up, i saw the white snow....on a spring day, outside my window. Anyway....
i'm developing a useful habit, by which in the evening i visit this place and paint its walls and take those night strolls, coming back home at midnight, to go to bed tonight, with a sense of fulfillment. with my head touching my pillow, and my hands hugging a fluffy red cat by the name of Cheeze, she gave me on b-day, i slowly drift into sleep. the dreams come in and then the morning dimms the room with tender light, brought in by sun and filtered with the clouds.....
I'm distnat with my Baby now, but I'm not squealing, about the feelings I am feeling. They are the best I got in sight, to lead me through the day and night. I shed my light again this time, for you I spare no effort, right? When empty do I feel, and nothing else to give, I know I heal in time again, the wings grow feathers, i believe. I know we distance, but in time, we'll see it in a different light. Sometimes its hard, sometimes its fine, the days like these I long to start. Four markers laying on the CD cover, the pink, the green, the yellow and the blue, i can reverse the order, write each letter different colour in the words so true....dont ever read this Baby, Baby....'I Love You'