Friday

[pigenergy]

A new day. Friday, I suppose. I'm fighting temptations to play computer games and hang out. Instead, I'm trying to read. I do succeed. Persistence will make my day. As well as pretty birds outside my window. Studying is best done in winter, but one must balance everything. Say. I've seen you tonight. Yes, You, Natali. You say I will find someone who understands me like I deserve it, someone who appreciates me more. In my vision that person was You. The character feats that you observed in me were mine. The anime eyeful looks of my eyes and your warm supportive, extreme loving, but still so reserved attitude. One of yours. One day my dream will come true. To give you that, which you need, which you crave in the man, crave in me. Confidence and peace is what I woke up to today. Woke up today. Slept in. Where I've been today. What I've seen today. Can't even describe the depth of the feeling behind our communication. Why would I. I think I've said what I wanted to. Hold on to yourself. hold on to your dreams and when they come to life, all of the little details that you fulfilled on your way there, will not matter any longer, any more.
A good day. Controversial, but still. Dynamic. Hope to get more reading done tomorrow. Try to sleep.