Jan 06, 2008 00:31
14:36~37 For her I want to stay pure. Even when I'm so down, I want to call her when I get up. I want to show how I can be her perfect man, her perfect husband, her perfect everything. Why I love you tenderly...Why the wind whispers your name in my ear. Why I see you in the patterns of a snowflake, dream of you day and night. Love you like everything loves everything...Because you make me whole. For you I could and I think I did endure. In the face of a storm I raise my head and face the teardrops, falling on my cheeks and nose. Soaking wet, out there on the road, I'm smiling. And every smile, more than anything, brings me closer and nearer to the place, the house we live together in. And there's light in the window. And you silhouette. And there's more. And every time you close your eyes to rest I get that meditating mood. A large part of me is out there, guarding your sleep, holding your hand, crying out of happiness and joy.
Ohh God, I've suffered so much and I've not given up on my dream. I stayed true.
Ohh God, I endured but have had enough passion to fall past the line of mediocrity, like that cannonball shot out into the night. You were that night, you were that first dawn and day. At times I couldnt move, but then I realized I have a soul, something of my own, but also belonging to the universe as well. Such freedom. Ohh universe, how did you notice me, it was such a long way. For all I've given away, for all I've set free, you gave that which inspires me most, that which I treasure the greatest. You looked at me and gave me wisdom, gave me capacity to accept suffering, gave me friends made of fire, and now, into the wind, you whispered feelings of passion and love. And in a flash of your light and grace and magnitude do I forget about myself yet one more time to remember Her, as part of You. How moving is this new found inspiration. For her I want to stay pure, stay true. A lesson of bliss, for now I know what it is...