...alllllways gotta want what we cant have...

Dec 20, 2003 00:37

im frustrated...more than usual lately..maybe its b/c im hemmoraging from the vagina more than i have ever been, my hormones are bouncing off the walls, i have a pounding headache, and my ovaries feel like they are on raging fire. nice eh? sorry if that disgusts any of you, but if it does, fuck off.

eh, enough bloody vagina talk, im frustrated for a few reasons, one or two i cannot write in here b/c more ppl are starting to read this, but that whole thing with my bro failed, really really badly too. he got arrested yesterday, i called the cops on him b/c i was in the bathroom just about to take my clothes off to get in the shower and my bro comes in and pushes me out of the way and says "move bitch im going in the bath". of course i tell him to fuck off and push him out of my way, then i turn my back for some odd reason and he starts punching me in the back of the head (which im thankful for b/c the marks wont show up on my face at least), i push him off me and walk into my kitchen to call my dad to tell him wahts going on and that he needs to control his son, then my bro is afraid im calling the cops so he takes the phone before i can call my dad, then he runs in his room and hes a hammer, hes about 5-6 feet in front of me when i see that his eyes and face are enraged like a full blown schizo without their medication and he raises the hammer and tells me hes gunna beat the shit outta me, i run as fast as i can as hes saying those words and just miss the hammmer. i ran to virgils to actually call the cops, they come, arrest the little bastard, and my dad gets him out a few hours later, steve ran away and i havent seen the little fucktard since.

i lost on my fight to stay sober, better luck next time...
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