gotta get sober!
times are getting rough, and im going to either the hospital b/c of the pains shooting down my left arm and in my chest. my social worker and psychiatrist found out so they told my dad to take me to the emergency room b/c "its really serious" and something about my health insurance wont go through till 5 weeks from now...blah, i told em ill be fine for 5 weeks, i havent felt the pains in a week or so. so yea..and they are going to give me a full blood panel sorta check up thingy...gah, physicals =-( also i need to start getting up for school.
today has been pretty slow, same as always, i dont know why i have this journal, nothing new ever happens. got some silver haze last night. i smoked today =-/ i have a psych appt. at 5, thats in two hours and i feel kinda iffy still. the only thing to sober you up faster is time and food, especially food. but ther is none here still, and like a dumbshit i spent all the cash on herb
ppl are seeming distant again, i wish i could change who i was, completely inside and out.
today has been pretty slow, same as always, i dont know why i have this journal, nothing new ever happens. got some silver haze last night. i smoked today =-/ i have a psych appt. at 5, thats in two hours and i feel kinda iffy still. the only thing to sober you up faster is time and food, especially food. but ther is none here still, and like a dumbshit i spent all the cash on herb
ppl are seeming distant again, i wish i could change who i was, completely inside and out.