My Strange Subconcious
Last night I had some really intense dreams. The funny thing is I can't remember any of them...oh wait, I just remembered one...so weird. I was trying to get Vinnie back but he was with another girl. I remember having dinner with him several times in the process, however his girlfriend would show up every time and try to ruin things with her jealous rage. At one point she even took out a letter that was supposedly from his mother. It was all about how glad she was that Vinnie and I were no longer together. So weird. I'm not sure why my subconscious would drag up all that bullshit. The last thing I want is to be with Vinnie. That dream was almost too real. I know Vinnie's mother is ecstatic that I am no longer a part of his life. I take comfort in the fact that it's nothing personal. I know she's treating the new girl the same horrible way, if not yet, she will eventually. It's inevitable. But all is not lost, she did teach me a valuable lesson about life. Don't let anyone get too close. The more personal information you give someone, the more they have to use against you. When Vinnie and I went to see the psychic in Maine, she told me the same thing. Hmmm.