Blind
I just wanna say that Zak's really the most amazing bro ever. For the sake of avoiding confusion I will no longer use "I". Like I said I sought his help on Saturday morning, and he's been tirelessly tryna reach out to K since then. To no avail, of course How typical of K, he says. IT IS NOT TYPICAL FOR ME. Not when he used to readily tell him everything he felt back then when he was having shit with B. I am almost angry. I really think it's either a wound that's re-opened, or a fresh cut. But who? Or what? Something tells me it's someone we know (hence my suspicions about Y), I think that's the only reason why he wouldn't tell me a thing, or why he found it so hard to verbalise his thoughts.
Warning signs were the fact that he jioed beer/drinks almost every single day this week (Zak says ytd too), and him telling me he should just see a psychiatrist. I think that was really what worried me most. What could be so dark that he couldn't find it in himself to tell anyone who knew him well? Zak's been keeping me updated and I know he's really worried too, but he's afraid that one wrong move could cause K to clamp up even more. So he tried again today, and at first he was pretty relieved that he got K to start talking, but it was shit he alr verbalised back in Jan when we had dinner tgt, and when I asked Zak to probe about the thing that's hurting him (there's gotta be a direct impact somewhere, all his bullshit about his friend suffering and him being angry at society is but a front), he refused to say anything else.
I'm bordering on freaking out.
Warning signs were the fact that he jioed beer/drinks almost every single day this week (Zak says ytd too), and him telling me he should just see a psychiatrist. I think that was really what worried me most. What could be so dark that he couldn't find it in himself to tell anyone who knew him well? Zak's been keeping me updated and I know he's really worried too, but he's afraid that one wrong move could cause K to clamp up even more. So he tried again today, and at first he was pretty relieved that he got K to start talking, but it was shit he alr verbalised back in Jan when we had dinner tgt, and when I asked Zak to probe about the thing that's hurting him (there's gotta be a direct impact somewhere, all his bullshit about his friend suffering and him being angry at society is but a front), he refused to say anything else.
I'm bordering on freaking out.