CHALLENGE 21 BRAIN TWIN
Brain twins/triplets:
superfire bitterbirdFandom: Supernatural
Topic: Emotions
Emotions of Supernatural
insert spoiler warnings, adult content, etc. here.spoilers if you have not seen season 1 or 2
Dean: Well, who’s gonna summon her?
Sam: I will. She’ll come after me.
Dean: You know what, that’s it. This is about Jessica, isn’t it? You think that’s your dirty little secret that you killed her somehow? Sam, this has got to stop, man. I mean, the nightmares and calling her name out in the middle of the night--it’s gonna kill you. Now listen to me--It wasn’t your fault. If you wanna blame something, then blame the thing that killed her. Or hell, why don’t you take a swing at me? I mean I’m the one that dragged you away from her in the first place.
Dean: You’re a selfish bastard, you know that? You just do whatever you want. Don’t care what anybody thinks.
Sam: That’s what you really think?
Dean: Yes, it is.
Sam: Well, then this selfish bastard is going to California
Sam: I mean, what are you gonna do when it's all over?
Dean: It's never gonna *be* over. There's gonna be others. There's always gonna be somethin' to hunt.
Sam: But there's gotta be somethin' that you want for yourself...
Dean: Yeah, I don't want you to leave the second this thing's over, Sam.
Sam: Dude, what's your problem? ]
Dean: Why do you think I drag you everywhere? Huh? I mean, why do you think I came and got you at Stanford in the first place?
Sam: Cause Dad was in trouble. 'Cause you wanted to find the thing that killed Mom.
Dean: Yes, that, but it's more than that, man. You and me and Dad, I mean, I want us to... I want us to be together again. I want us to be a family again.
Sam: Dean, we *are* a family. I'd do anything for you. But things will never be the way they were before.
Dean: Could be.
Sam: I don't want them to be. I'm not gonna live this life forever. Dean, when this is all over, you're gonna have to let me go my own way.
Dean: Hey, Sam, I dare you to take a swig of this.
Sam: What the hell would I do that for?
Dean: I double dare you!
Dean: Dad never spoke about it again. I didn't ask. But he, uh, he looked at me different, you know. Which was worse. Not that I blame him. He gave me an order and I didn't listen, and I almost got you killed.
Sam: You were just a kid.
Dean: Don't. Don't. Dad knew this was unfinished business for me. He sent me here to finish it.
John: Get back in the car.
Sam: No.
John: I said get back in the damn car!
Sam: Yeah, and I said no!
Dean: All right, you made your point tough guy. Look, we're all tired, we can talk about this later. Sammy I mean it, come on.
Sam: [under his breath] This is why I left in the first place.
John: What'd you say?
Sam: You heard me!
John: [angry] Yeah. You left! Your brother and me, we needed you. You walked away, Sam, you walked away!
Dean: Stop it, both of you!
Sam: [increasingly belligerent] You're the one who said don't come back, Dad. You were the one who closed that door, not me! You were just pissed off you couldn't control me anymore!
Dean: Listen, stop it, stop it, STOP IT! That's enough! [to John] That means you too.
Dean: Boy, you and Dad are a lot more alike that I thought you know that? You both can't wait to sacrifice yourself for this thing, but you know what, I'm gonna be the one to bury you!
John: You know when ... when you were a kid, I'd come home from a hunt, and after what I'd seen I'd be... I'd be wrecked. And you, you'd come up to me and you... you put your hand on my shoulder, you'd look me in the eye and... you'd say "it's okay, Dad". Dean... I'm sorry.
Dean: Why ?
John: You shouldn't have had to say that to me. I should have been saying that to you. You know I put... I put too much on your shoulders, I made you grow up too fast. You took care of Sammy, you took care of me. You did that, and you didn't complain, not once. I just wanted you to know that I'm so proud of you.
Sam: No, no, no. That’s not what this is about, Dean. I don’t care how you deal with this, but you have to deal with it, man! Listen, I’m your brother, all right? I just want to make sure you’re okay.
Dean: Dude, I’m okay! I’m okay, okay? I swear, the next person that asks me if I’m okay, I’m gonna start throwing punches!
Sam: You're right.
Dean: 'Bout what?
Sam: About me and Dad. I'm sorry that the last time I was with him I tried to pick a fight. I'm sorry I spent most of my life angry at him. I mean, for all I know he died thinking that I hate him. So you're right. That what I'm doing right now is too little...too late. I miss him, man and I feel guilty as hell. And I'm not all right. Not at all. But neither are you. That much I know. I will let you get back to work.
Dean: Sam, you and dad, you're the most important people in my life. And now... I never should have come back Sam, it wasn't natural, and now look whats come of it. I was dead and I should've stayed dead. You wanted to know I was feeling, well thats it. So tell me, what could you possibly say to make that alright?
Sam: I don’t wanna hurt anyone else. I don’t wanna hurt you.
Dean: You won't. Whatever this is, you can fight it.
Sam: I can’t. Not forever.
Sam: Look, I'm the one who told her to go back home. Now her fiance's dead and some demon's taken her off to God-knows-where. We've been looking for a month now. So I'm not giving up on her, but I'm not going to let other people die, either. We've gotta save as many people as we can.
Dean: Wow, that attitude is just way too healthy for me. I'm officially uncomfortable now. Thank you
Dean: Ever since Dad... all I can think about is how much this job has cost us. We’ve lost so much; we’ve sacrificed so much...
Sam: But people are alive because of you. It’s worth it, Dean. It is. It’s not fair, and y’know it hurts like hell, but it’s worth it.
Dean: When you were little, couldn't have been more than five, you just started asking questions. How come we didn't have a mom. Why did we always have to move around. Where's Dad. I remember I begged you. 'Quit asking, Sammy. You don't want to know.' I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. Always tried to protect you. Keep you safe. Dad didn't even have to tell me. It's just always my responsibility, you know? It's like I had one job. I had one job, and I screwed it up. I blew it, and for that, I'm sorry. I guess that’s what I do. I let down the people I love. Y’know, I let Dad down, and now I guess I’m just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do? Sammy? What am I supposed to do?