forever alone
what do you do when you have so much love for someone and there's not a damn thing in the world that you can do about it? I have liked Josh for what seems like forever and I can't control it anymore. I want to get over him so bad. So many new guys have come into my life, and I can't be with them. It could be that I'm stuck on him. I don't want to take the time to get to know someone else as well as I know him. His family, his depression, his weight loss, even his teeth. Why do people ALWAYS seem to want what they can't have? I want so badly to be young again. I wouldn't get fat and I wouldn't be as shallow as I am.