I can't seem to get over him
I don't know if I'll ever be able to get over Josh. I bought him a watch and some new shoes. He wears it. I'm putting new songs on his mp3 player. Paulien told me that I should go for it. How is that possible? Josh is married to blockbuster. He'll say he's leaving, but he's too comfortable. I think I'll ask Sabrina and see what happens. I wish -I don't know what I wish, but I want to be with him so bad. It's not an illusion this time. I really do know things about him. He really is a guy that I'd want to be with, but not work for.