Told ya so...
I'm still trying to get over Josh. He wouldn't go out with us last night. I think it's because of the whole Andrew thing. I saw a picture of him when he was bigger. Why are people so scared of themselves? Why does being fat make you such a horrible person? He'll never love anyone, I don't think. He really wanted to know what Andrew said to me on the phone, so I got Amanda to tell him. I don't know if he made funny faces or anything like that. I wasn't there. My dad really wants me to go back to school. Why can't I ever be completely happy?