the life i dread living
okay, so since no one around here will listen to my problems, nor is there anything i can do about it, i'll write about it. The girl i told you about previously is now worse. As you might know, i currently work at a tanning salon and we had some new customers come in and i told him i had to go clean his bed and that he could flirt with the other girl while i was gone. Is that bad? I mean seriously! Well, she thought it was bad. She said why did you say that? Now, they're gonna think stuff about me. You're so bad about doing that, blah blah blah. What the fuck ever. That's fucking retarded. Those fucking idiotic loser guys probably don't even know her name. I hope I wasn't like that when i was 18. I think i just need to get away. I'm going to visit the campus for the university at the end of this month. I hope i like it. 1. because it's too late to apply to any other schools, and 2. it's far away from here.
Another thing that really pissed me off is that they keep telling me they're going to promote me, but they don't. I wish they would fucking make up their minds, and until they do just leave me the fuck alone. I can do my job just fine without being promoted. The only good thing about a promotion is i get more pay. I don't mind the extra hours cause it's not like i have a life. My mother wouldn't allow it, people around her don't allow it, and maybe i'm just not meant to have a good life at the moment. It just really sucks. But, guess what-notice how i haven't talked about guys! pretty fucking sweet, huh? Maybe i'm turning lesbian.
Another thing that really pissed me off is that they keep telling me they're going to promote me, but they don't. I wish they would fucking make up their minds, and until they do just leave me the fuck alone. I can do my job just fine without being promoted. The only good thing about a promotion is i get more pay. I don't mind the extra hours cause it's not like i have a life. My mother wouldn't allow it, people around her don't allow it, and maybe i'm just not meant to have a good life at the moment. It just really sucks. But, guess what-notice how i haven't talked about guys! pretty fucking sweet, huh? Maybe i'm turning lesbian.