feelings

Dec 06, 2013 11:12

14 days.

+ feeling happy to be going home. Home~!
+ feeling anxious about grading being done/not/so much.
+ feeling procrastinating on grading.
+ feeling worried I won't get everything done in time.
+ feeling scared I won't feel as happy I want to about getting home.
+ feeling nervous at the idea that I may not have qualifications for what I want to do.
+ feeling frustrated at jobby searchings.
+ feeling happy that my writing is going right now.
+ feeling like I'm wasting my days: I need to be grading more so that's doen on time.
+ feeling like I'm wasting my days: I need to be out and about hte city as much as I can, saying bye to places.
+ feeling like I'm rushing going home.
+ feeling like home can't come soon enough.
+ feeling like a hamster doing stuff over and over and over and over.
+ feeling frustrated that all the goodbying is piling toward the end, not stretched out so I can properly see people.
+ feeling worried about not having sent packages off yet.
+ feeling defensive about the above because I know I haven't really been wasting my time.
+ feeling overwhelmed by so much stuff I have to do before I go.
+ feeling apprehensive that asshole-woman will try to get her claws into me once more before I go.
+ feeling weird that I'm leaving - leaving!
+ feeling slightly melancholy when I pass a place and realize I never tried it and now I'll not be able to.
+ feeling like I want to crawl into bed and sleep a million years.
+ feeling like sleeping's a waste of time, come the fuck on Pico and do things!
+ feeling like I can't keep up.
+ feeling weirded out by anticipation of reverse culture shock.
+ feeling like I should've done more travel.
+ feeling defensive about the above because god knows I didn't have time for that.
+ feelingsfeelingsfeelingsfeelingsfeelings.

and that's a wrap, folks. Tune in next week for another exciting episode of Pico Blathers Into The Wide And Faceless Void Of The Internet!

pico goes blah blah blah, feeeelings wo wo

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