oh okay well fuck today overall then
woke up, mood at 3.5-4/10 -- LOSS
dicked around on the internet an hour -- LOSS
ran 100 minutes -- WIN
dicked around more on the internet -- LOSS
sat down and read for ages -- ???
had crying fit, mood at 6/10 -- LOSS
went to study, and studied lots and well -- WIN
mood comes rushing back, crying fit several times on street and in room, 8/10 -- LOSS
so right now I'm going to say that today overall was A FUCKING LOSS
NICE FUCKING TRY PICO
BUT GO THE FUCK BACK TO BED AND TRY OVER TOMORROW
(the only reason I'm up now is because I have a phonecall with my brother at 10.30. I'mma ask him if we can move that up to ten.
fucking fuck, I hate this. I want to be back home right now, I really fucking do. I am so fucking tired of being alone.)
dicked around on the internet an hour -- LOSS
ran 100 minutes -- WIN
dicked around more on the internet -- LOSS
sat down and read for ages -- ???
had crying fit, mood at 6/10 -- LOSS
went to study, and studied lots and well -- WIN
mood comes rushing back, crying fit several times on street and in room, 8/10 -- LOSS
so right now I'm going to say that today overall was A FUCKING LOSS
NICE FUCKING TRY PICO
BUT GO THE FUCK BACK TO BED AND TRY OVER TOMORROW
(the only reason I'm up now is because I have a phonecall with my brother at 10.30. I'mma ask him if we can move that up to ten.
fucking fuck, I hate this. I want to be back home right now, I really fucking do. I am so fucking tired of being alone.)