EMO
Why do I worry about things so much? I over analyze everything that crosses my path. And I feel like I am pushing away the people that I care most about by being so fucking difficult. I dont understand why I do this.
I just need to learn to not care about anything and just go with the flow and not always try to be so clockwork with everything I do. I need to learn to go with things as they come to me and just move with them.
I need to hold someone. I want to be there for someone no matter what.
Why do I feel so unwanted? FUCK I know im being uber-EMO but I jus needed to get somethings out so I dont dwell on them and I stay in a clear state of mind.
Thats all for tonight
