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[picklescat_yuka]

I think that i should not be around adpi's in my daily life. because i feel like they do not like me at all. i need to work soo hard to get girls attention and i am tired of it. i feel like amanda and other girls really do not have to do anything but they can get attention. what made me feel like this? i was studyinig in computer lab and right

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[alabamastyle]

you have to understand that no one cares that your from japan.. well that sounds wrong. i mean we love that your from japan, i love that your from japan. i think thats what makes you so neat. you can teach others about japanese culture and the way of life over there. but "i think it because i am from another country " has nothing to do with it. Everyone loves you you have to see that. i see it. its just that you ALWAYS lock your self in your room to study and whenever i invite you you either have to study or see adam and thats not a bad thing at all. i think you need to start coming around more instead of going away, maybe you think people dont like you bc you dont know them well. this semt ive been hanging out with Nav and amber and that whole crew and ive gotten to know them. the only reason i hang out with them so much is bc i call them every night and say "hey what are you doing tonight can i hang out with you?" i make the effert to hangout with them almost to the point where they have too.. maybe you should start calling people

[forever_blessed]

well, i was about to write a book too, but i see amanda has done it for me...but seriously yuka, we love you. we do want to hang out with you. it DEFINETLY has nothing to do with you being from japan...i don't even notice that you are japanese anymore..you are just my friend...and even better, my sister. that's all that matters. and we want you to be happy. what will make you happy? if you are not happy sitting in your dorm room or with adam, then leave. don't put your self in a situation to be unhappy...if you want to be hanging out with us, all you have to do is say it. we would love for you to come along. sometimes it jsut takes letting someone know that you have left a night free from adam and free from studying and tell someone directly that you want to do something tonight. i know if i didn't call amanda or tiffany or jamie or someone on a nightly basis, i would be sitting in my apt bored out of my mind..you have to break away and get out of your comfort zone...i hope this makes sense. i don't know what is making you