Mar 16, 2006 00:23
I think that i should not be around adpi's in my daily life. because i feel like they do not like me at all. i need to work soo hard to get girls attention and i am tired of it. i feel like amanda and other girls really do not have to do anything but they can get attention. what made me feel like this? i was studyinig in computer lab and right after it turned to 12, girls came to dorm to surprise amanda. have any girls done this to me before?? NO not at all. they even do not invite me to any stuffs. i think it because i am from another country or i need to study a lot to get 4.0 GPA. (i really think that american student is ok with just passing classes taking C or B. ) my dream is to be called my name with honor at the graduation. i think it is soo cool.
So, I am thinking to do homestay pretty soon to not be around adpi's.
i just need to be with them whenever we have meetings.
my host family want me stay at their house.
i already paid for this dorm and it means that i do live in this dorm even i am not in here lol
and seriously, i am going to disapper from this florence during this summer.
i am gonna go to europe and then i am gonna go to somewhere in L.A. or around there for the rest of summer and i am coming back to this town on the day before school.
then, on the labor day weekend, to get a great job for my future, i am going to Texas!