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Last night, I had to change my e-mail. I'm not giving it out to people who only talk to me if they need something or are bored and see me as entertainment. Not naming names.
I realized that I had soo many friends in highschool. I'm not being obnoxious or anything. It's a fact. Sure, I was teased. But walking to class, or to the nurse, as I was there more often, so many people said "Hey Buzzer". I considered those people friends.
Guess how many friends I have now?
Three.
Two are internet friends, Annie and Sarrin. The other one? Shockingly, not Kate. It's Jill. Cause we hang out in work.
If you don't agree, answer the following questions. I realize some of them sound like you should be psychic, but it's not that. Friends of mine who give a crap about my life, would know these things. I would say something like"OMG, I heart this song, it's from ***************." or something like that. A few of these may be trick questions. You must get a certain amount of them right for me to consider you a friend.
- What does my purse look like?
- What is my favorite anime?
- What was the last thing I stole?
- What do I hide in my room?
- What is my latest small accomplishment?
- What's my new favorite song?
- What is my tattoo of? What colors are used on it?
- What's my latest obsession?
- What song am I really identifying with right now?
- What CD have I been listening to constantly?
- What scares me really bad?
- Who am I thinking of meeting?
- What color is my nail polish?
- What movie do I really want to see?
- How's my depression?
- What's my cocaine site?
- What's my honest opinion of my asthma?
- Why am I on a diet?
- What career do I want?
- What's my favorite dress?
Some of my old friends I lost to fights, some to just being sick and tired of being the only one calling. It's not that hard to call me. Y'all have my number. Apologizing doesn't make it all better. You have to work for it. Some think they are my friend, but use me for rides. I'm not a taxi. I'm a person. do you really think I'm so stupid not to see that?