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God, someone is totally pissing me off. Apparently I can't even say anything to her. I told her something, and it was mean, but it was honest, and it is how she acts. And apparently she thinks the friendship is off. When she asked me, I said I don't know, and she was all "what does that mean?" god, she sounded like someones jealous signifigant other.
I am so tempted to tell the secret she's keeping from everyone but me. I won't. But god, it would serve her right though. She kept saying that RPGs are stupid. Even after I explained they are my life. The internet is one of the few places I'm safe. Where no one can hurt me. It's okay to be overwight, stupid, and all that bad stuff. That's why my characters are like my babies. But did she give a crap? No. She's selfish. When we chat, all we talk about is her. We rarely talk about me. Which is fine, unless therre's something I need to talk about. I could be plotting about killing myself, and she would be going on and on about her step-moms latest crime against her. Like she's a fucking princess and no one can say anything to her. She needs a wake up call.
I used to think me and her are alike. But we're not. I've grown up. I'm tougher than her. I've had to be. Sometimes I'm jealous because her life is so fucking perfect. Nowhere near the stress I have. She doesn't know anything about me now. I could quiz her, and she wouldn't know. In fact, when she reads this, I want her to comment and we can see how much she knows about "one of her best friends"
I am so tempted to tell the secret she's keeping from everyone but me. I won't. But god, it would serve her right though. She kept saying that RPGs are stupid. Even after I explained they are my life. The internet is one of the few places I'm safe. Where no one can hurt me. It's okay to be overwight, stupid, and all that bad stuff. That's why my characters are like my babies. But did she give a crap? No. She's selfish. When we chat, all we talk about is her. We rarely talk about me. Which is fine, unless therre's something I need to talk about. I could be plotting about killing myself, and she would be going on and on about her step-moms latest crime against her. Like she's a fucking princess and no one can say anything to her. She needs a wake up call.
I used to think me and her are alike. But we're not. I've grown up. I'm tougher than her. I've had to be. Sometimes I'm jealous because her life is so fucking perfect. Nowhere near the stress I have. She doesn't know anything about me now. I could quiz her, and she wouldn't know. In fact, when she reads this, I want her to comment and we can see how much she knows about "one of her best friends"