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I was going to lock this, but seeing as how LiveJournal has no scruples about showing up where they're not wanted -- fuck it. At this point, it's pretty much a sure thing I'm canceling my paid account and moving to a new blog site in the coming months.
Yesterday was an utter, total loss. Mom and I had appointments in town and I planned on turning in an application with Joann's Fabrics afterward, but my car broke down on us. Thank God for AAA and the wonderful mechanics near my house who trim off as much from the final bill as they possibly can.
We ended up having to reschedule our appointments for the 30th, meaning I'm going to be without medication until the end of the month. I almost forgot what it felt like to be at the mercy of anxiety and depression. FML.
At least I can still drive. Now to conquer Mount Get a Job. To be honest, though, I don't feel comfortable securing anything until I can get a new prescription. I'm really self-conscious about people "noticing" when I get anxious and that, naturally, only makes it worse.
Argh, things are such a clusterfuck right now.
Yesterday was an utter, total loss. Mom and I had appointments in town and I planned on turning in an application with Joann's Fabrics afterward, but my car broke down on us. Thank God for AAA and the wonderful mechanics near my house who trim off as much from the final bill as they possibly can.
We ended up having to reschedule our appointments for the 30th, meaning I'm going to be without medication until the end of the month. I almost forgot what it felt like to be at the mercy of anxiety and depression. FML.
At least I can still drive. Now to conquer Mount Get a Job. To be honest, though, I don't feel comfortable securing anything until I can get a new prescription. I'm really self-conscious about people "noticing" when I get anxious and that, naturally, only makes it worse.
Argh, things are such a clusterfuck right now.