This Bud's for you James! (Bud/update same diff right?)

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So how long has it been since I've been promising that I'd update this for you lil Hawaiian's...I mean New Yawkers...HaH! You're definately missing out on the wonderous place that is the WEST COAST by heading out there...but I guess Columbia is an okay school. :) For the last week or so I've had a fair amount going on nothing too exciting but nowhere near anything I'd complain about...except for maybe school. I love my new couch I mean absolutley adore it. My life isn't all that exciting as of late but I will admit to you all (you know who you are) that yes I have moved beyond my whole defense mechanism stage of attraction. I can hear the mocking tones of the "I told you so's" so laugh it up ya dorks bc it won't be for long. I always wonder about relationships though and the lack of happiness they produce in the long run when the first stages are always so good. I mean the first month or so of a relationship is always good for the most part and it either crashes and burns from there or slowly declines until it levels off and remains at a constant state of monotony and boredom. If relationships between friends can be maintained with vigor and enthusiasm why can't non-platonic relationships? Granted its like blah blah matters of the heart but honestly friendships run just as deep if you think about it. I dunno I think people just need to grow up before they get into relationships because a lot of problems that arise from relationships do with the lack of ability one has to deal with reality, themselves, and their own insecurities. After all if you can't be happy with yourself how do you expect to be happy with anyone else? I'm happy where I'm at right now with nothing being pushed no forced expectations but there's something about ambiguity that sorta makes things a bit on the ify side. But yeah that is enough of my speil about relationships bc I'm sure you're all tired of it. I went to CWU again on Friday and well I'll just say I'm happy I went. So the east side of the mountains is a lot sunnier than over here...I like it. Don't know if I'd like to live-live over there but it's a nice change from the moist gloom that is Seattle but I can do without the passes. I registered for classes and well I don't have class on Tuesdays I get done at 9 on Thursdays and 11 on Fridays! Yay for me. Ethics, econ, reaserch writing, and God and Evil oh what a happy quarter 18 credits closer to graduation baby! I dunno if that is more exciting or nerve wrecking though. Oh well spring break is almost here...2 weeks til I'm out havin some fun in the sun! I think my last final is on the 17th though so I'll only be gone from the 21st-26th for a few days of relaxation. I have a shitload of reading and studying to do for midterms so I'm gonna be studious and get on that. Yeah thats right we have midterms one week finals the next...what a friggin crock! Catch ya on the flip!

*James I hope everything is working out for ya and that the move went well...Hope to hear from you soon! Boo for you letting go of Jack...but at least I had a say in the name!
*Chels - take care of Jack and well Matt too! And remember its YOUR house make him leave next time! Fill me in on what's been goin on lately.