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May 12, 2006 02:22

I hate that, but I really cannot come up with a title. What the hell is a title anyways? Have you ever thought about the different titles we possess? I have..here are some of mine (the ones I know of) I am a sister, friend, lover, girlfriend, fiance', brat, biatch, snob, snooty, girl, woman, daughter, niece, granddaughter, cousin, hippo, white trash, complex, abnormal, bipolar, schizoaffective, OCD...as I said, those are only the ones that people have actually called me to my face. Anyways, I have too much time on my hands. I haven't been able to sleep for about four weeks now. It sucks, but it is ok. I have been keeping myself busy. Trying not to dwell on the unknown problem that I have which is making me more stressed than I need to be. I haven't been to the doc yet because the hospital is taking their damn time which they are notorious for on making my very much needed appointment with the cardiologist. It is nothing..right? They aren't going to find anything wrong, so why can't they just make the stupid appointment so it will be over with and I can get on with living my boring life!?!?!?!?! It urks me. I have been sick. Nothing bad besides the sleeping problem which I am going to deal with in another way other than going to THAT stupid doc. Anyways, I have no energy whatsoever. I passed out again yesterday and came very close to giving myself a concussion. I have vomited ( I know..such gory details) everyday for the last week and a half. I have headaches the size of Jupiter. I actually cry on the sad and sappy parts of shows and movies. I have become sensitive. To sum it all up, I feel like S**T! Heck, at least I am feeling something...right?
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