Just a quick update...
Well Patsy Cline was an unbelievable success and was probably the most fun I've had playing a show in a long time. I finally could just rock out and bang all I want. I think that I actually surprised some people because they didn't think I could play like that. That's a little weird to me considering rocking out like that is my favorite thing to do, oh well, now they know. Also my Pa (grandpa haha) came to see the show on Sunday night. It was the first time he had ever come out to see one of my shows. I was soooo pumped because I knew he'd be in the audience that night. Like I was so pumped I was almost nervous because I wanted to do really well for him. So yea, the show was great and if you didn't get to see it, you missed out.
School is going fine. I'm just busy with assignments and trying to play the trumpet for Brass Methods. I'm actually coming along and making sound rather than just spitting all over myself, so that's good. I hate conducting, which sucks because I was hoping it'd be one of my fav. classes. All of my other classes are going well. Had the first combo concert tonight, it went well. I actually feel good about it and didn't critique myself like usual. Everything else in life is kinda in a weird spot. I miss Kirst like crazy, but luckily I'm going up there on Friday. So I'm pumped about that. It's just that I'll have to compete with Facebook now that Point Park got it. haha.
Other than that, I've noticed a lot about myself and friends lately. And I think it's what has put me in this weird spot. I've come to realize that I really don't have that many friends. What I mean by this is people who like talk and hang out with me or call me to see what's up. I realized this today when I was at lunch with my friend Megan and she said, "I'm sure you have all kinds of people calling you to hang out with you on the weekends." And I was like, "No, I don't at all. No one ever calls me." Like it just shocked me when it came out of my mouth. Now before everyone goes saying that they do call me, I realize that I have a couple good friends who do call me and talk to me on a regular basis such as Eric, Jill, etc. But other than that, I have nobody. I mean people talk to me at school, but after that I don't hear from them until I get to school the next day. I've also realized this because Kirst has in a matter of 2 days gotten more friends than me on Facebook and I've been on it for months. lol. I know that sounds childish, but it's more the idea that I don't think I could go through all of the high schools and stuff and actually come up with that many people who would be friends with me, let alone remember who I am. I mean it's just made me think. Is it something about me? I had just never realized before, but now it just like smacked me in the face at lunch today. And I have a feeling that this is what leads to me to my problem with calling Kirst all the time. It's a lot harder not to think and worrying and such when you're alone a lot. I don't know, this part of the entry may not make any sense, but it's been on my mind lately so I just put it down. So sorry if you get confused.
But I guess that's enough for right now. I need sleep. My back is killing me still! So goodnight everyone.