Thin Line Between Dreams And Reality
It feels as if for me, life is continually moving faster and faster every day. Not only does it feel like my days are merely hours out of a day which is really a week in reality, but sometimes it seems like it's hard to distinguish real life from my dreams.
It's a weird thing, because sometimes during school, or during a rehearsal, it just doesn't feel like reality, you know? It feels like that present moment is part of a dream, a memory, a recollection, a reminiscence. And in turn, there are times in my dreams where it feels more realistic than real life.
This makes me worried as to if I am really living my awake life to my fullest. I don't want to just sleep through real life and be awake during my dreams. I don't want to make a wrong decision because I think I can get away with it, and I find out it's really a dream. I need to just WAKE UP when it's not a dream and make sure that I am aware of my surroundings.
Time is such a weird compendium. I am typing this up right now, but saying "now" is basically false since it was "then", but really now; that doesn't make much sense at all, but if life keeps happening, does it really just keep speeding up, as if a car were accelerating? Will life ever not go a hundred miles a minute?
~Chris
It's a weird thing, because sometimes during school, or during a rehearsal, it just doesn't feel like reality, you know? It feels like that present moment is part of a dream, a memory, a recollection, a reminiscence. And in turn, there are times in my dreams where it feels more realistic than real life.
This makes me worried as to if I am really living my awake life to my fullest. I don't want to just sleep through real life and be awake during my dreams. I don't want to make a wrong decision because I think I can get away with it, and I find out it's really a dream. I need to just WAKE UP when it's not a dream and make sure that I am aware of my surroundings.
Time is such a weird compendium. I am typing this up right now, but saying "now" is basically false since it was "then", but really now; that doesn't make much sense at all, but if life keeps happening, does it really just keep speeding up, as if a car were accelerating? Will life ever not go a hundred miles a minute?
~Chris