Suddenly Quiet
I seem only capable of babbling lately. (facepalm)
Quick love for the new One Piece chapter: ASDFGHJKL; Oda has this insane ability to make each and every one of his characters memorable and wonderful. The villains that I hate I love. So naturally, the already proven awesomeness of a certain secondary character had to be doubled.
Now I just have to remind myself that no one dies in One Piece. 'Cause they don't. Theydon'ttheydon'ttheydon't.
Ahem. Anyways.
Passed my driving test. Translation? I get to sleep again as of next week! Oh yes, I love this. :3
Considering that currently my sleep schedule is very whacked. Er, as in for me- not you sleep-when-the-sun-is-down people. Like yesterday, I didn't wake up until 9:30 PM. SHEESH. Even when I sleep in, it's usually only until five or six!
Made it very hard for me to get any rest last night. Didn't find myself tired until around eleven in the afternoon... at which point I had to get Shen ready to be picked up, and thus didn't really get to sleep until noon. So two hours. Work's gonna be a lot of fun tonight.
On top of all of that... I'm feeling pretty damn bad about Shen. I failed to find her a good home. Hell- couldn't even find her a bad home (not that I would do that, mind). I couldn't find anyone who wanted her! I was just going to let her go, but my grandmother insisted that she'd starve or something and made me think of the rain so with a sigh I gave and agreed to take her to the Humane Society.
My thinking was she'd have some sort of chance of finding a home after being taken in by them. But they're overflowing, so now I'm very unsure. Especially as you have to pay like forty bucks to get a cat from them (granted they're fixed, etc.).
It was really awful, putting her in my grandma's car. She was very frightened, and I couldn't stop petting her through the little carrier door. Only made it worse that my grandma and her friend (whom I'm very uncomfortable around) were there, talking about how it would've been better if I'd never gotten her at all (grandma said that, her friend just agreed). I just love how she's been making it sound to everyone she gossips to that I had to get rid of my cat because I couldn't take care of her. Versus because my landlord said she had to go.
Yes, there are a lot of things I regret that I didn't do right by Shen. I wish I would've been able to give her more attention, for instance. But I did love her, didn't I? And I did give her as good of a home as I could while I had her, right? I did the best I could.
...Didn't I?
I wish I knew she'd find a good home.