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I am not just my greatest mistakes, people. I can be a black hole of emotion and I can be the world's biggest bastard but I am more than that. If my true character has difficulty finding a place to pop his head out of his hole and look around (and this may well be more my fault than any other single person) I must just take more time to coax him. I am not just "Victor & Nicole Rohr Victor" godamnit, and now I've fucked up again recently but in my eyes I can't do anything else to remedy either situation. It's been almost a godamn year now anyway so why are people hung up on that fucking horrible mistake I made and then did my best to rectify. (FWIW I could have just kept on lying to Nicole but I did not want to. Maybe my conscience works half-days sometimes but it catches up with the work it's left behind. Then sometimes it works overtime to make me feel like shit.)
I am a man, and I am but a man, and I am not perfect but I am not some sort of fucking monster.
I've been studying magic lately. The kind of stuff you can see, but you can't see, you know? Like this car trick I learned. I was driving down the road, sped up a good bit, you know, and then all of the sudden, I turned into a parking lot.
I am a man, and I am but a man, and I am not perfect but I am not some sort of fucking monster.
I've been studying magic lately. The kind of stuff you can see, but you can't see, you know? Like this car trick I learned. I was driving down the road, sped up a good bit, you know, and then all of the sudden, I turned into a parking lot.